STRESS!!!!

Exam is in 9hours and 45minutes!!! Here i am awake, studying and at the same time feeling sleepy and scared!!! ARGH!!! If only i could release my stress and stop feeling so scared. I'm bout to blow

Finally

Finally!!! I'm able to sit here and blog. Lately, i have assignments here and there and finals is just around the corner. Sigh, such a tight schedule. Finals is just in two weeks time and my mind seems to be empty. I'm feeling so lost!!!

Lately, problems seem to be following me. I'm feeling lost... and FRUSTRATED!!! Something is haunting me... Oh well, that something is not a ghost,anyway. Few people out there know about this. They have been trying to help me to solve it but it is not working yet so far until about two weeks ago. I'm saying this honestly... To that person out there, you make me feel so uncertain. I am not sure whether to treat you as a friend a not. Not to say that I hate you but... you're freaking me out!!! I have not been feeling just like this for a very long time. Can't you just have a life without involving me??? I don't want to have anything to do with you. So what if you got me a luxurious gift? I'm so not interested!!!

I wonder what were you thinking when you got that... Thought that I would treat you better? Well, I am saying it right now. NO WAY!!! Don't care what silly ideas you have, thinking that I am afraid with it. With that stinking attitude you used to treat me, do you ACTUALLY think that I will treat you nice? DREAM ON! I must clarify this, I don't hate you but I just DON'T CARE about you. So you should just move on with your life without me as your friend.

Feeling so much better now. I have people helping me to solve this. I really don't know how to thank them especially a particular person. Wonder how could i show my gratitude towards you. Will figure about that. As for now, I am so done with my assignment!!! Yesterday was the deadline for Criminal Assessed and Writing Skills. I spent one whole night not sleeping just to finish the Writing Credit. Actually, Joanne and David suffered just like me. Oh well, bet other classmates experienced that too. Finally, we're so over it. Now is time to concentrate for finals. MUST DO WELL!!! David, Joanne and I rushed over to The Web to print our essays. When we went there, The Web was supposed to be closed because some online survey thing was on. Argh, who cares. David and I sneaked in since we were rushing for time. I managed to print everything but poor David and Joanne. David didn't manage to print everything because somehow the printer did not function. As for Joanne, she ran over to the library and found out that no computers are available. She was cursing around... First time hearing her saying, I HATE TAYLOR'S!!! Due to lack of time, she ran over to Mac Center to print it. Unknown to her, the Uncle Mac is charging $0.50 each for the first 10pages. Yeah, she cursed again. She was sleepy and that incident really kept her awake.

Not forgetting, that poor friend of us, Fook Rong was waiting for us all alone. Felt bad. Hehe... After settling everything, we rushed down to KL. Fook Rong brought us over to Low Yat to get his things done. After walking for so many rounds due o the fact that he could not find the shop, I decided to asked him the name of the shop since I am the only KL person among four of us. Guess what, the exact location of the shop is IMBI PLAZA!!! Without hesitating, we went over to Kenny Rogers in Times Square for lunch. YUM YUM!!! Our show was scheduled to start at 2.30pm. Rush rush rush. Our situation really matched with the title of the show. RUSH HOUR. Honestly, the whole show was funny but with an average storyline. Joanne was too tired and eventually felt asleep halfway. Paid $11 to sleep. Haha... I laughed through out the whole movie. Time passed real fast. We all left at 5pm and there is where the traffic jam starts. Before that, Fook Rong and I brought Joanne over to Lot 10. I intended to ask her to use the pedestrian bridge but she decided to cross the road even though there was a sign stating $500 fine if caught for J-walking. I spent one whole day just like that. Hectic but fun!!! I can't wait for holidays!!!

Happy Birthday Joanne

Today, i'll start of by wishing Joanne,



HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Well, about 11 of us along with Joanne celebrated her birthday in Pizza Hut. Yummy... Can't imagine that we spent 30minutes just to make an order and our break is only 1hour!!! David sms-ed Mr Bala, our criminal lecturer to tell him that we would be late. And suprising enough, Mr Bala didn't mind and told us to sms him when we are back. He's such a nice lecturer. Not forgetting, a birthday girl must have a birthday cake. Yeah, she did have hers. Haha... The cake was yummy too. Glad that David and i did not make the wrong choice. So, everyone had their meal, and we enjoyed a lot though it's for a short period. Stomach satisfied... Time for hibernating... Nono, there's still a criminal tutorial!!!

We went into the class and saw only 3students and Mr Bala in the class. Gee, millions of apologies. In the end, Mr Bala told us that he decided not to have tutorials and gave us an inspiring lecture instead. Yeah, we did felt bad, don't we. So guys, we must do something about it!!! I must stop procrasinating!!! *slap slap*

End of tutorial session and i went to library while David and Joanne were deciding whether to go for a movie or not. Some how, i felt that David would cancel the plan after listening to the inspiring lecture. Oh well, true enough!!! Managed to get a few books to read while waiting to go home. And the first thing David told me was "I want to sleep first". Fine, admit it, library is his second home. *giggles* Surprisingly, we saw Mee Cui too. Had a short chat with Mee Cui and i was able to update myself with news involving someone that i do concern and worry a lot. So glad that she turned out to be fine, being able to move on. Getting to know that she's able to move on with her life and starting to forget that jerk really made my day. Haha, i don't usually call someone that and i know i am mean to call him jerk but he deserves it!!! She should just ask him to get a life!!!

So, my day in college ended great. Such a peaceful day with no problems at all. How i wish everyday would be the same but, it would be really dull to experience the same thing everyday, right?

Quotes to share: Desire is the key to motivation, but it's the determination and commitment to an unrelenting pursuit of your goal, a commitment to excellence that will enable you to attain the success you seek

Inner Thoughts

Fine... As usually, i didn't update my blog. Oh well, partially it is because i was preparing for my mock during the one month break. Wait, did i say preparing??? It is not really true though. Yeah, i did spend one week to complete my torts notes. Giving myself a compliment for that :) Then proceeded to criminal and contract. Thank GOD, i have david to help me right now. So, Thanks a lot David!!!

26th May is a memorable day for me even though it is a normal outing with Jo-ey. Yeah, i am suppose to tell her how sorry i am for not being able to hang out with her often. She complained most of the time until i can remember every sentence. I went to Times Square with Jo-ey but our main purpose was to see my idol, Wu Chun, someone who is cute, smart, talented and rich!!! Haha, all my friends including David and Jo-ey are complaining that i am too obsessed with this guy. They know why... Sorry guys, i just can't help it. Well, the reasons for my obsession are:

a) He obtained a first class honours in Business Adminstration in RMIT
b) He used to be Brunei's national basketball player
c) He is so cute (though some people disagree with me)
d) His birthday is just two days before mine!!!

Hehe, i don't want to go any longer. Four reasons would do.


Wu Chun

This I don't wish to know the results. I knew i screwed it up. Read torts but when i saw the question, mind went blank!!! Where are the cases in my head??? Not going to talk further bout the mock since i did badly... MISERABLE~

Oh ya, couldn't forget the trip to orphanage with my classmates a few months back. Had a great time there though did pity the orphans too. Not to forget, managed to capture some shots too. Thanks to Sha-Lene, photographer of the day.


James

Joanne, James and I


James and I [he made me carried him all the time]


David and I [resting time]

I guess i am having problems again. I am feeling emo these few days. I don't wish to disclose the reason because i don't want to make matter worst. Yeah, i do admit i have different thoughts than others. Who doesn't??? Well, i am sure the close ones would know how my thoughts are in certain aspect. At times, i might tell you indirectly but sometimes it just so happen on someone else and that is where the misinterpretation starts. I am making it clear that at times, i might be in different opinion or maybe disagree with how people deal things but i would never ever do something to strain the bond between us. Ok, clearly defining the bond i meant was friendship. Whatever it is, i just hope someone would understand me!!! It is not an easy thing though. I am not like others who are open, who can share everything with their friends. I can't do that. Maybe i am just trying to protect myself in some way. I don't know, I am just frustrated...

Quote to share : The problem with answers are it was only after you gave them that you realized they sometimes weren't what people wanted to hear.

How Well Do You Know Me???

Well guys, here is a test to see how well do you know me.



Thanks for your time!!!

Deepest Condolence

Yeah, it's been a longgggggggggggggg time since i've posted something in here. Well, basically it is not that i have nothing to post. It is just that something have been going lately resulting me to feel soooooo confused. Argh, cut the crap...

Two days ago, a very good friend of mine lost his dad. FOREVER!!! His dad passed away due to sudden heart attack. His dad did not have any history of heart attacks. I just couldn't believe that at the age of 19, my friend would lost his dad just like that. Well, it happened in India. It has been a tradition in their family to go over to India to show their commitment to God. Oh well, the temple is located in a very rural area in India and to reach the temple, they have to fast for a few days and climb a mountain!!! While climbing, my friend's dad suffered a heart attack.

Poor friend of mine and his family got to know the news only at 3am on Friday morning. Some how, my friend text messaged me at 3.45am to tell me this bad news. So happen i was awake at that moment coz was rushing to complete my torts written work. I was so shocked when i saw that message. The last time i saw his dad was like 2 weeks ago, when he was kind enough to fetch me home all the way from Taylors. Yeah, it did affect me.

I met my friend on Friday, we talked about it. I noticed that he was about to cry but he controlled his tears from rolling down. That very moment when i saw him wanting to cry but couldn't do so, i myself felt like crying. But of course i didn't... I am suppose to support him, i can't possibly show him that i wanted to cry. Didn't want him to have a break down too. Deep down in me, i knew that my friend is feeling very guilty. He told me, he wanted to tell his dad "Have a safe journey" on the day when his dad was suppose to leeave for India. But due to the rush, he forgot to say so. And because he failed to say so, his dad did not return to them. I tried telling him not to blame himself but i know that is something hard to do.

I wish i could do something to help him right now. I am feeling so HELPLESS!!! His dad was the one who had been supporting the family all this while but now, who's going to support them??? The saddest thing is, my friend said he might have to quit SAM. He's such an intelligent guy, with a bright future ahead of him... It is such a waste for him to quit his studies right now. I hope he doesn't quit. At times, i do feel that life is so UNFAIR!!!

This incident really taught me something. Appreciate people that we love and everything that we have while we can. Yeah, i know it is something that people always say, but how many people would actually do that??? It is when we start losing things and the person we loved the most, then we will actually start appreciating. Some how, this incident is going to change me. Honestly, i do feel that i do take things for granted at times. Guess it is time to change. I don't want to regret for the rest of my life. To everybody reading my blog, please remember to appreciate the people you love!!! Don't wait till you lose them and start regretting.

Quote to share : Hope is a driving factor in helping us stay on course in life, it may feel as though it comes and goes, but in reality there is always hope, there is always a chance for something else to happen, and you need to have faith that it will

Joyful Outing

Another interesting outing with my friends today. However, sad to say that a friend of ours, See Wan couldn't attend today's outing coz she has 2 tests coming up next week. Life in foundation also seem to be hectic. I left home at 10.15am to make sure that i wouldn't be late. Happily, i waited for quite long and NO bus at all. Malaysia, you have the "BEST" transportation service ever!!! In the end, daddy drove me there but Usually, i only need 15minutes to reach Times Square but today i took 1 freaking long hour.

Firstly, met Xiu Wei in Times Square... I accompanied her for brunch. I should have taken a picture of her eating fried rice. A very unique way. Still, the restaurant next to the cinema provides a lousy service. An advice to you all, don't go there!!!

Next stop was Extreme at 6th floor. There, Xiu Wei took a pretty long time to choose a present. Wallet or pencil case??? So indecisive. Some more, she's so embarassed to say NO to the sales guy and i had to do it for her. Gal, you owe me one...

Met Chyi and we walked over to nichii to see my stuff but instead of shopping for clothes, i ended up taking photo there.


Wei and I... Chyi was sitting somewhere(no mood to take pic)sigh

Next, met Didi and Poi Phoon... Ate lunch and took photos again. Today there was this urge to take lots of photos. Especially Di. She's in every photo. For the first time. Way to go, Di!!!


Phoon, Di and me


Di and Wei

After the delicious lunch, we started the shopping spree. I managed to buy a bag even though that wasn't my main intention. I was suppose to look for new year clothes and i ended up buying a bag. NO new year clothes for me. How??? Wei wanted to buy a bag also but that bag was the last one and wasn't in a good condition. So, we decided to walk to Times Square again.

That's when the fun actually began. We went back over to Extreme and this Wei was so embarassed to enter the shop after the early incident. Wonder what was she afraid about... She made me enter the shop first. Luckily she bought something there or else... While accompanying her, something made me look outside. Oh ya,the urge of going to toilet. Hahahaha, and i saw Brian!!! Some how, that was very unexpecting...

Lastly, Phoon suddenly suggested to take photos again coz she will not see us for some time afer this. Well, the reason is because the finals for A Levels exam is coming up and she wants to concentrate. GAMBATEH, Di and Phoon!!! (photos are unavailable yeth) While taking photos, there was this bunch of "monkeys" actually walked in front of us on purpose. So immature... No sense of respect for people. Wei, Chyi, Phoon and Di knew how i reacted. Shocking actually, coz i was in a good mood through out the outing until that moment. I actually said "OI!!!" loudly and that monkey ran away. But that wasn't the end of story. That dong monkey came back to disturb us and i chased him away. Wei say i am the fiercest among all. But i must clarify that i am not always like that la. Haven't been fierce for quite long already. Once in a blue moon only!!!


Phoon and me


Us!!!

A Week of My New Life

On 15/01, i stepped foot in Taylor's again. I am familiar with this place but the environment has totally changed. It's been a while since i started the new phase in my life... The uni life. I started with the orientation on my own, with no friends at all. Thought it would take me some time again to adapt with this new phase, without friends and needed to make friends all over again. Here i am blogging in the library for the first time while studying...

Surprisingly, it wasn't as bad as what i've expected. My classmates turn out to be very friendly and nice. Soon i am able to adapt faster than i thought. Within the first five days, we actually got to know each other and joke around. It's very different from my pre-u life since we all took about one month to get along. One of my classmates mentioned that i am quiet. Which i know all of you out there definitely don't feel so. Xiu Wei actually laughed at me after she saw the comment in friendster. She claimed it should be "quiet" instead. There are several things that she has been continuously laughing at me. Like she said, this is the first time i've seen such a comment about me. QUIET!!!

I am going through a really hectic life now... Constantly studying unlike the year before. I am already starting to feel exhausted just the first week itself. Yeah, my timetable looks relaxing at times when there are no tutorials. For example, i am free on thursday when there are no tutorials on. How wonderful that sounds. But i still have to study every single day. Memorising all the cases in my head. And i can tell you that my brain power is beginning to deteriorate. Thanks to the one month break i had last year. I just wish things would be different this year. I am beginning to receive small little surprises on and off. One of the little surprises is getting to know that David actually decided to join Taylor's as well . I am overjoyed to hear that, knowing that i finally have a friend. With this little surprises going on, hope things will turn out to be better as time goes on.

Quote : Never give up, keep on fighting!!!

Fourth Day After New Year

So what have i been doing lately? NOTHING!!! Well,not to say nothing at all... Been doing some thinking about the course that i wanna study...

After weeks of thinking, finally decided to stay back at Taylors. Sigh, don't ask me why. Some how this is just the decision i've made. Not to forget, definitely consist of my financial supporters' suggestions. Oh well, what can i do when i can't support myself financially.

Anyway, really must thank my parents for being so supportive and also trying their very best to support me financially. Sigh, i wonder what will my brothers be doing in a few years time. I am sure my parents couldn't afford to support so many of us. It's so unlucky that i haven't graduate when my brother is going to enter college in 2008. I feel so helpless, being unable to help my parents. I really hope i could do something to lighten their burden. Obviously, i didn't tell them all these... I can't help it coz i am just one person who keeps everything to myself.

Besides, relatives and friends have been asking what course i will be taking and where uni will i go. The thought of entering uni soon ( 15/01) really makes me nervous, somehow. I got to make new friends, adapting to new environment all over again!!! Hope i'll turn out like Gerielle... Make new friends during orientation!!!

A week and a half left for me to relax and prepare for my next journey, entering into uni life. I must be really serious already. Can't keep on wasting time on other stuff. However, till now, i still can afford to wake up late, laze around. My mum nagged me for so long already but i am still like that. Naughty me...

Lately, i am into 飞轮海 ( Fahrenheit ). Introducing Wu Chun, Jiro Wang, Aaron Yan and Calvin Chen. They are just so cute especially Wu Chun. Their songs are not too bad. Have been listening to their song for the past one month, every single day. So you should know how obssessed i am. Not forgetting, watch Hana Kimi too. The cast for this show are, Ella (S.H.E), Wu Chun and Jiro. Quite worth while watching. FANTASTIC show... At least, that's what i feel.

When You Love Someone, When It's Love

I was reading Poi Phoon's blog and found this quite interesting. Hence, i decided to post it in my blog too

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival,your phone is quiet.You are desperately waiting for the call!At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail fromthat special someone than other many long e-mails,you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all themessages in your answering machine because of one messagefrom that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you wouldnot hesitate to think of that special someone.Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

Bad Day

I really wanted to blog these few weeks but there are too many events that took place. I just went through a dreadful week. Had Math DI on Tuesday and Wednesday and screwed up in my Math common test the following day. Not forgettin, Accounts assignment on Friday. Such a tight schedule. Gee, i don't even have some time for myself to think!!! Come one, what's happening to my life?

On Friday, i immediately rushed over to Times Square from college just to meet my friends. Well, i didn't want to go at first due to the massive traffic jam in KL starting at 4.30pm. But i went after all, since my friend messaged me. Hinting ' i hope you'll be there'. So, i went and saw the main person for the ocassion. I went over to the restaurant next to the cinema. I wonder what's so nice about there that my friends could spend their time sitting there for hours!!! The service was so so lousy. I arrived and ordered a toast bread and apple green tea. It took them 30 minutes just to get my food ready. And the restaurant wasn't even packed with people. Come on, do you need to toast a bread for 30minutes??? Despite during that 30minutes, i complained for tonnes of time, they still chose to ignore me. That's the worst service ever!!! Here's a note to them, " If you guys don't know how to serve your customer, don't even think bout opening a restaurant." Even then, i was glad to see my friends. As usual, we took some photo together.

My life became tastier after that since it was raining just the time when i intend to go home. I wanted to avoid the traffic jam. Had to hang around in Times Square till the rain stopped. I decided to go back home by bus since i have a friend with me and that was the first mode of transport i saw. I guess it was a bad decision. I was so unlucky to stand next to a thief. Well, this thief isn't really that smart after all. My bag was covering the front pocket of my skirt where i out my handphone. Since everybody was squezzing here and there and this thief took the advantage. I felt something trying to reach for my pocket. And i caught of hold of that 3 fingers of his. BUSTED... However, i let him go because i didn't want to cause any trouble. Moments after that, i heard the guy next to him asking around for his handphone. I guessed his handphone got stolen. I really wanted to let that pathetic thief get a taste of my five fingers. He was smart to get off at the next stop. When i reach my stop, things got worst. It started raining cats and dogs again. And i got no umbrella but a jacket. I went home wet from head to toe as though i had a bath outside my house. Things only got better at night... Spent such a great time with my family,as always.Saturday was a great day also. Woke up quite early because i intended to finish up all the homework i have. But i ended up playing the online game, introduced by my brother. Great, spent my whole morning and afternoon for that. I now it might sound funny but my family and i actually spent our time together watching Dragonball for 2.5hours and laughed for so long.

Fate

I know i haven't been updating my blog lately... Well, this week is a holiday for me. Basically, this should be a study week for me but... as usual, i am too lazy to study. I have tonnes of essays to write for econs but guess what, i have no idea how to do at all. Haihz, i am just too weak in econs. I will try to master it. Heard a quote that we shouldn't say we will try, instead we should say that we could do it!!!

This is week was an opportunity for me to go out with my old friends. Miss them so much, and i really felt so happy when i saw then on Monday. I enjoyed my time going bowling and chatting with them. Even though i am not good in bowling, but at least i didn't get the last. It was a good opportunity for me to be updated with news from my friends even though one of them sms me everyday. At least i get to see them face to face!!! Here are something for my friends... Don't get me wrong, my friends are not only the one i met on Monday but ALL my friends...

Since the moment I first met you,
I knew that I had found a wonderful friend.
Your humor always makes me laugh or smile,
And your gift of wit never ceases to amaze me.

When the woes of the world overwhelm me,
You are there with comfort and perspective.
Your sense of humor makes me smile;
Your compassion and understanding makes me rejoice.

There are billions of people in this world.
And of all these people, I met you.
Fate has bonded us together;
Fate will never tear us apart.

Because of you, I know that fate must exist.
You are living proof.
Although I may not say it often,
I value you immensely.

THANK YOU
For being my friends

Acted ' weird '

If anyone read MIN YUEN's blog today, the 'SHE' she was refering to was me. She might counter argue and say that i am vain by simply admiting that it's me. But the truth is she was talking bout me.

" Well,in class today she acted kinda 'weird'. All of a sudden she speaks to herself, and then she'll say that I won't be able to confront her words..and she'll always win'......you just can't imagine how I had tolerate her behaviour... "

This was taken from her blog. Well, i have to explain here there it is not that i have been acting weird. And i didn't talk to myself out of sudden. I wonder where she get all those from. To be frank, it is just that she just choose to ignore me because she couldn't think of words to counter my words. Therefore, she regarded me as speaking to myself. The fact that i win is because she really felt speechless and couldn't say a single thing. Meaning, i am not talking to myself coz if i am talking to myself, she wouldn't have listen. She always say that she's tolerating me. But am i tolerating her as well??? The truth is out there. Well, i can't always show a dull or sad face, right??? Just let me be and i will be alright. I need time la. It is not easy for me to cope with somethings which might not be a matter for you all. Maybe it's another way of mine to hide the true me. You can't expect me to tell every single thing because everybody has their own problems. Agree??? Anyway, i guess min yuen did pick up some 'zha'ing skills also. Haha... Just that she still cannot win me only. Maybe one day i should capture a picture of her being speechless.

Feeling complicated

I have not been updating my blog recently. To start of, i'll talk about on Saturday.

Saturday
Went to college in the afternoon regarding education fair. Went to asked about law degree in several australia universities... When i heard about the TER required, I was like thinking... Let's go off... TER 94!!! I am not super genius la. How to get such high TER???

Whole family, inclusive of uncles and aunties went to Tropicana to celebrate my grandmother's birthday. Talking bout my grandmother, I really admire her. She's nearly 80 and yet still so fit. Well, she doesn't look like her age either. I admire her so much for raising my mother and eight other uncles and aunties. She rocks!!! We had a delicious dinner... Love the huge oysters there... Overall, the food there was fantastic. Yummy!!! I had a great time with my cousins. Just can't stand the way one of my cousin laughs at me. He is so funny but can really sing well. Did sang a song with him but i did not whole the mic. Hahaha... Not as brave as him. And it makes me wonder why are we close starting last year. Come on, he is my cousin and all this while we don't talk much. But in the end, we did had a great time after all... Can't wait for next year!!!

Sunday
Didn't do anything much on sunday. Stayed at home because i was too tired to go anywhere. As usual, spent time in front of the computer... That just remind me that i have a few boring days in my life. Wish can make my life better. At least not so boring la. And that it is how i get through another day...

Today
I guess i am too active today. Even min yuen can't stand me. As for siew peng, it would be normal coz she knows i could be like that once a while. The truth is even though i am behaving like today, there are a lot of things running in my mind at that moment. And i did admire myself for a moment for being able to hide it from my friends. Didn't want to affect them as well. I am trying to pretend as though nothing had happened, nothing took place. Sometimes i wish i could but the fact is it did happened. I shouldn't avoid it. No wonder people say truth hurts. But i rather know the truth... However, still i face the same thing everyday... I just can't get out of it. I am like trapped in this game, waiting for myself to find the usual me again to try to get out of this. Maybe i could live better, maybe i wouldn't... If only there is a guide for me...

Another busy day in my life

It's been some time i didn't write a new entry. As usual, i've been very busy. Another assignment is coming up this Thursday. This time is Accounts. Got back the results for the previous accounts common test. Even though i passed, but i felt that i didn't do that well. My results seem to be degrading... Drop Drop Drop. I've been studying really hard but i think the effort that i put in is still not enough. Haihz...

Again, today went out with Siew Peng to study math... I just like going out with her because you can discuss anything with her. She is the right person to talk share your thoughts with. She gives good opinions... Siew Peng, i am indirectly promoting you here!!! My previous entry mentioned that she a version of her looks like STACEY and today Hamilton agreed with one of our classmate that she even talks like STACEY.

I realised my life have changed so much compared to when in secondary school. The people are so different... My thoughts and life style have changed also. My thoughts are more and more complicated, life is so busy. What's happening to me? Seem to have really complicated thoughts, but i am not voicing it out at all. It is not me to voice out at all. Therefore, just leave it all behind. But i am working on ways to solve certain matters!!! Good luck to me!!!

Master of Confession

Now, i am sitting by the staircase writing my second entry... Well, it's because i am changing my sit from time to time due to the coldness. Haha, i know it might sound quite lame and troublesome. As for today, lessons in class were ok except for some disturbance, as usual. Decided to go out with Siew Peng after class and it was an interesting day. We enjoyed our time a lot and i enjoyed myself laughing through out the whole outing. Felt so lucky today because i get to see many different version of Siew Peng. I really gotta tell all of you that one version of Siew Peng looks like... STACEY!!! If you all want to know more, ask Siew Peng herself!!!

When i came back, it was still drizzling. The rain causes the coldness of the night and reminding me of my solitude. This coldness make me feel so alone, as though i am living in my own world. I can't explain much but it seems that the harder i try not to think about something, it will always appear in my head. I have tried very hard as though nothing had happened but i still can't stop myself from being silly(according to friends). Maybe they are right, i am silly. At the end of the day, the one who feel suffer might be me...

Watched a video starring my favourite singer, JJ Lin Jun Jie. He's actually very cool even though he's not handsome. He gave some tips to girls out there on how to get the guy they like. Some of the ways do make sense. But which one implies on me? People who read my blog, or shall i say, close friends of mine should tell me.

My first post!!!

This is my first post in blogspot!!! Well, suddenly decided to have a change instead of writing my blog entries in Friendster.

To start of with my first entry, feel so happy since Math common test is over!!! Yeah!!! I can leave statistics aside for a moment. Before legals, Heng Chun was reading a newspaper and there was a picture of David Beckham. He is so CUTE!!! Suddenly, Allen came over...

Allen : So krystle, who do you like?
Krystle : I like David Beckham
Allen : Erm, i mean in real life...
Krystle : Of coz real life la. If not??? Bluff life arr?
Allen : Liking David Beckham is materialistic...

What does that suppose to mean??? Why are you so interested in knowing who i like? Does it matter???