Despair

As day goes by, I found more and more things which I should not have known. Why must it happen? My hypothesis is not suppose to come true. I wish I was wrong... If there are something which should be mentioned, say it. Say it to ME... Do not drag others in, face it. Let me know where you think I went wrong. We should sort it out instead of bringing more people into the picture. It only makes thing worst. There are things where you do not know but note this, I am trying to work things out. It is not easy for me due to your perceptions... It just proves that regardless how hard I try, you choose to think the way you want to. Not only you are uncomfortable, I am uncomfortable too. You have placed me in a very difficult position, but I am not blaming you.