Bro's Graduation

Finally today is the day where my brother graduated from his Form 5!!! The event was scheduled to start at 8.45am but I only got out from my house at 8.30am. Luckily no there isn't any traffic jam, thus I am early!!!

The event started of with lots of speeches, as usual. Mum and I nearly fell asleep. I had to be a photographer for my brother's friend. He was quite disappointed because his mother could not make it for his graduation. Nevertheless, I promised him to take pictures and video so that he could send to his mother who is now in Australia.


Bro's Fren


Jon

After ceremony, people started running around to take photos. It reminds me when I was in Form 5. Didn't had a formal graduation like him though. Some of my masterpiece...


Bro and his friends


Ams and Jon


POSER!!!

On the way back, we stopped by to buy some food due to our hunger!!! I took the opportunity to take pictures along with Tigeress's gift.


Krystle

Updates

Argh, lately everything don't seems right to me. Whatever I do, the results turn out to be the opposite way. I wonder why!!! Tell me why!!!

It started of with a lousy week... I am so not ok and not even recovering yet. On September 25, I started of in a new environment at a new study area. I didn't really like it at first but had to be there due to the lack of choice. I miss all my friends. I miss Siew Peng!!! I miss the moments when she and i would meet up for breakfast, the moments when we go home together. Lots to tell her. It always sounds like never ending stories. Besides that, I miss the moment when she and I would stop by at the shopping mall near my house for "mua zi". Siew Peng, I miss u and our "mua zi" date. U owe me lots of stories also. I miss Joanne!!! I miss the moments when she talked to me about cute guys and all the shows we were watching. I can tell her anything. Sigh, I miss her a lot!!! I miss David and all my other friends also. I miss the way they crack jokes. I feel as though I lost friends to talk to. He could not listen and give me ideas to solve my problems anymore. Most of all, I got no one to talk to anymore. I feel so lost and alone!!!

I guess the only pleasant moment is during my birthday. As usual, my gang, comprising Panda, Tigeress, Peacock, Piglet and Kangaroo and I meet up to have lunch in Times Square. We were suppose to have steamboat for lunch, but plans changed. Kanga suggested to Gasoline, after the "bad" experience we had in Sungei Wang. Gasoline has a nice environment but the food there are just not satisfying!!! The chicken i ordered was as hard as rock. Luckily I am not an old woman or else, bye bye to my teeth. Hmm, not forgetting that Peacock brought a very unique cake for all of us to enjoy. Yummy!!! Thanks everyone for the special moment. Besides that, thanks you 5, my awesome friends for the gifts. Love them lots. Since I promised Tigeress that I will pose with her gift, I did so!!! See, promise fulfilled...


Birthday cake


Awesome friends

Another memorable outing with David, Siew Peng, Joanne and Fook Rong. A belated birthday celebration. The reasons for the delay is because our friend Mr Fook Rong had to go back to his hometown. So we had it later. However, I still want to thank for his presence though he has an exam on Monday. Thanks for sparing some time to have lunch with us. I hope I didn't waste much of your time to study. Before that, Siew Peng and I agreed to meet up at 10.30am because she has to work after that. I woke up at 9am, watched tv for a while since there is still some time left. Somehow, the TV ended up watching me sleeping instead of me watching it. Surprisingly when I woke up it was 1pm!!! Wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy toooo late. I freaked out, and changed and zoomed out immediately. Soooooooooooooooo SORRY Siew Peng. God knows what happened to me on that day! Sorry to my parents and ALL of you guys for worrying for me. Argh, I think I'm totally drained out on that day.

I love the book they got for me!!! Fahrenheit's "First Photo Album". Love it sooooo much. Lots of interesting pictures. To Joanne, " Sorry, I can't tear Ya Lun's part coz he's too cute and I will spoil the book if i really did so. But I can take pics for you to see!!!"


Gift from them - Fahrenheit First Photo Album


Birthday Card

We walked over to Starhill after our lunch and my nightmare began. I should not have gone to the toilet. Argh. There is where I lost my baby~~~ My n73 GONEEEEEEEEEE!!! FOREVER!!! Argh, curse that person!!! So angry and so disappointed. Yeah, I cried. First time, in front of so many people. Shame Shame on me. I just couldn't control myself. I want my baby back!!! That was the second bad luck I had on that day.

At about 5.30pm, we went over to Sungei Wang when Joanne said she had to leave. So, the two guys accompanied to shop for my mum's present. While walking, I saw the ambassadors for SODA.


Yumiko Cheng and Dylan Kuo

That was surprising because I mentioned to Joanne not long ago, when we were in Pavilion. I immediately called her to tell her about the news. She did something which nobody would have done. She wasted her $2.10, came out from the monorail station just to see them!!! Can u actually believe that? Hahaha... But it is a fact that Dylan Kuo is hot!!!


Dylan Kuo

Things were slightly better until last Tuesday. During tutorials, I had to rushed out to vomit. Don't even know what is wrong with me. I didn't eat anything wrong, and somehow just vomited. Crap~~~

Next day, I fell sick. Flu, cough and fever, one complete package!!! Things just get worst... How worst could it go??? I don't even want to think about it. I felt so drowsy during class, could hardly pay attention. Gosh, I guess my lecturer saw me closing my eyes. She is going to dislike me for that. Oh man, why didn't I explain to her??? Sigh... Then I had to stop at KLCC as usual because my parents insist in me to wait for them. They were worried and said that it is not wise for me to go home alone while feeling drowsy. So I was walking like a zombie and out of no where, I saw Joey G and Jonathan Putra (JP). Woah... They are so cute!!! If I am not mistaken, they were filiming for their famous show "Remote Control". Gosh, can't believe that I get to see them when I am sick and I was wearing the faculty's t-shirt. Eweeee, so ugly!!! Finally, went to see a doctor on Thursday. Doctor said that my cough is due to the irritation of my throat. Yeah, sore throat. Now, I am talking like a penguin.... Eweeeeeee... Terrible voice. Just can't wait to be back on track.

My brother's graduation is in 10hours time and I am still awake when in actual fact he told me to prepare to be a photographer, and to listen to boring speeches made by his headmistress. Another long day to go~~~

Panda Day

It isn't the exact date but it is the day we celebrated the SPECIAL DAY with her. After months not seeing each other, this is the chance we were able to meet. As usual, the venue was NEWAY in Times Square.



Not forgetting, I was late. So SORRY PANDA!!! Met them at Sushi King before heading over to Neway. Had an opportunity to taste yummy unagi. We started at 1 and experienced some disturbance in between. Stupid remote wasn't working each time i request for songs. Bad luck~~~ The person restarted the computer twice, changed the remote thrice. What else could go wrong.

While my friends were singing, I managed to catch some pics.


The Birthday Gal - Panda


Tigeress


Kanga-Roo


Peacock


Piglet

Half way singing, we stopped and started singing the birthday song when the waiter came in with the lovely cake. Credits given to "Peacock" for choosing the cake.


Our group photo

The pic might looks a bit weird though. Thanks to the silly waiter who doesn't know how to take pictures. Ok, I am not trying to insult him... But who would take a blur photo, gives us a smile and WALK AWAY??? He is just horrible but I wouldn't let him ruin our fun.

The day didn't ended just like that. At about 5pm, Piglet and I accompanied Panda to Sungai Wang to get mooncakes. Woah, lots to choose. I have stopped buying mooncakes for years. The reason is because I can wait and get free mooncakes from mum's friends. Different types every year from different places. Haha. All I can say is, before the festival actually starts, I have 6 different boxes of mooncakes ranging from Westin to Tai Thong waiting to be eaten. The interesting topic here is the way Panda chooses her mooncakes. First, we stopped at the Tai Thong booth. She chose the mooncakes she want and before paying, she hopped to another booth to choose!!! That is the first time I see people buying mooncakes that way. So special... The person in charge of the following stall was a cute guy. Ai Di agreed with me too that he was cute. He was the second good looking guy of the day whom I saw. Six hours of outing and there are only two cute ones. How interesting~~~ Anyway, Panda made one big round before getting back to Tai Thong and bought the mooncakes she chose.

STRESS!!!!

Exam is in 9hours and 45minutes!!! Here i am awake, studying and at the same time feeling sleepy and scared!!! ARGH!!! If only i could release my stress and stop feeling so scared. I'm bout to blow

Finally

Finally!!! I'm able to sit here and blog. Lately, i have assignments here and there and finals is just around the corner. Sigh, such a tight schedule. Finals is just in two weeks time and my mind seems to be empty. I'm feeling so lost!!!

Lately, problems seem to be following me. I'm feeling lost... and FRUSTRATED!!! Something is haunting me... Oh well, that something is not a ghost,anyway. Few people out there know about this. They have been trying to help me to solve it but it is not working yet so far until about two weeks ago. I'm saying this honestly... To that person out there, you make me feel so uncertain. I am not sure whether to treat you as a friend a not. Not to say that I hate you but... you're freaking me out!!! I have not been feeling just like this for a very long time. Can't you just have a life without involving me??? I don't want to have anything to do with you. So what if you got me a luxurious gift? I'm so not interested!!!

I wonder what were you thinking when you got that... Thought that I would treat you better? Well, I am saying it right now. NO WAY!!! Don't care what silly ideas you have, thinking that I am afraid with it. With that stinking attitude you used to treat me, do you ACTUALLY think that I will treat you nice? DREAM ON! I must clarify this, I don't hate you but I just DON'T CARE about you. So you should just move on with your life without me as your friend.

Feeling so much better now. I have people helping me to solve this. I really don't know how to thank them especially a particular person. Wonder how could i show my gratitude towards you. Will figure about that. As for now, I am so done with my assignment!!! Yesterday was the deadline for Criminal Assessed and Writing Skills. I spent one whole night not sleeping just to finish the Writing Credit. Actually, Joanne and David suffered just like me. Oh well, bet other classmates experienced that too. Finally, we're so over it. Now is time to concentrate for finals. MUST DO WELL!!! David, Joanne and I rushed over to The Web to print our essays. When we went there, The Web was supposed to be closed because some online survey thing was on. Argh, who cares. David and I sneaked in since we were rushing for time. I managed to print everything but poor David and Joanne. David didn't manage to print everything because somehow the printer did not function. As for Joanne, she ran over to the library and found out that no computers are available. She was cursing around... First time hearing her saying, I HATE TAYLOR'S!!! Due to lack of time, she ran over to Mac Center to print it. Unknown to her, the Uncle Mac is charging $0.50 each for the first 10pages. Yeah, she cursed again. She was sleepy and that incident really kept her awake.

Not forgetting, that poor friend of us, Fook Rong was waiting for us all alone. Felt bad. Hehe... After settling everything, we rushed down to KL. Fook Rong brought us over to Low Yat to get his things done. After walking for so many rounds due o the fact that he could not find the shop, I decided to asked him the name of the shop since I am the only KL person among four of us. Guess what, the exact location of the shop is IMBI PLAZA!!! Without hesitating, we went over to Kenny Rogers in Times Square for lunch. YUM YUM!!! Our show was scheduled to start at 2.30pm. Rush rush rush. Our situation really matched with the title of the show. RUSH HOUR. Honestly, the whole show was funny but with an average storyline. Joanne was too tired and eventually felt asleep halfway. Paid $11 to sleep. Haha... I laughed through out the whole movie. Time passed real fast. We all left at 5pm and there is where the traffic jam starts. Before that, Fook Rong and I brought Joanne over to Lot 10. I intended to ask her to use the pedestrian bridge but she decided to cross the road even though there was a sign stating $500 fine if caught for J-walking. I spent one whole day just like that. Hectic but fun!!! I can't wait for holidays!!!

Happy Birthday Joanne

Today, i'll start of by wishing Joanne,



HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Well, about 11 of us along with Joanne celebrated her birthday in Pizza Hut. Yummy... Can't imagine that we spent 30minutes just to make an order and our break is only 1hour!!! David sms-ed Mr Bala, our criminal lecturer to tell him that we would be late. And suprising enough, Mr Bala didn't mind and told us to sms him when we are back. He's such a nice lecturer. Not forgetting, a birthday girl must have a birthday cake. Yeah, she did have hers. Haha... The cake was yummy too. Glad that David and i did not make the wrong choice. So, everyone had their meal, and we enjoyed a lot though it's for a short period. Stomach satisfied... Time for hibernating... Nono, there's still a criminal tutorial!!!

We went into the class and saw only 3students and Mr Bala in the class. Gee, millions of apologies. In the end, Mr Bala told us that he decided not to have tutorials and gave us an inspiring lecture instead. Yeah, we did felt bad, don't we. So guys, we must do something about it!!! I must stop procrasinating!!! *slap slap*

End of tutorial session and i went to library while David and Joanne were deciding whether to go for a movie or not. Some how, i felt that David would cancel the plan after listening to the inspiring lecture. Oh well, true enough!!! Managed to get a few books to read while waiting to go home. And the first thing David told me was "I want to sleep first". Fine, admit it, library is his second home. *giggles* Surprisingly, we saw Mee Cui too. Had a short chat with Mee Cui and i was able to update myself with news involving someone that i do concern and worry a lot. So glad that she turned out to be fine, being able to move on. Getting to know that she's able to move on with her life and starting to forget that jerk really made my day. Haha, i don't usually call someone that and i know i am mean to call him jerk but he deserves it!!! She should just ask him to get a life!!!

So, my day in college ended great. Such a peaceful day with no problems at all. How i wish everyday would be the same but, it would be really dull to experience the same thing everyday, right?

Quotes to share: Desire is the key to motivation, but it's the determination and commitment to an unrelenting pursuit of your goal, a commitment to excellence that will enable you to attain the success you seek

Inner Thoughts

Fine... As usually, i didn't update my blog. Oh well, partially it is because i was preparing for my mock during the one month break. Wait, did i say preparing??? It is not really true though. Yeah, i did spend one week to complete my torts notes. Giving myself a compliment for that :) Then proceeded to criminal and contract. Thank GOD, i have david to help me right now. So, Thanks a lot David!!!

26th May is a memorable day for me even though it is a normal outing with Jo-ey. Yeah, i am suppose to tell her how sorry i am for not being able to hang out with her often. She complained most of the time until i can remember every sentence. I went to Times Square with Jo-ey but our main purpose was to see my idol, Wu Chun, someone who is cute, smart, talented and rich!!! Haha, all my friends including David and Jo-ey are complaining that i am too obsessed with this guy. They know why... Sorry guys, i just can't help it. Well, the reasons for my obsession are:

a) He obtained a first class honours in Business Adminstration in RMIT
b) He used to be Brunei's national basketball player
c) He is so cute (though some people disagree with me)
d) His birthday is just two days before mine!!!

Hehe, i don't want to go any longer. Four reasons would do.


Wu Chun

This I don't wish to know the results. I knew i screwed it up. Read torts but when i saw the question, mind went blank!!! Where are the cases in my head??? Not going to talk further bout the mock since i did badly... MISERABLE~

Oh ya, couldn't forget the trip to orphanage with my classmates a few months back. Had a great time there though did pity the orphans too. Not to forget, managed to capture some shots too. Thanks to Sha-Lene, photographer of the day.


James

Joanne, James and I


James and I [he made me carried him all the time]


David and I [resting time]

I guess i am having problems again. I am feeling emo these few days. I don't wish to disclose the reason because i don't want to make matter worst. Yeah, i do admit i have different thoughts than others. Who doesn't??? Well, i am sure the close ones would know how my thoughts are in certain aspect. At times, i might tell you indirectly but sometimes it just so happen on someone else and that is where the misinterpretation starts. I am making it clear that at times, i might be in different opinion or maybe disagree with how people deal things but i would never ever do something to strain the bond between us. Ok, clearly defining the bond i meant was friendship. Whatever it is, i just hope someone would understand me!!! It is not an easy thing though. I am not like others who are open, who can share everything with their friends. I can't do that. Maybe i am just trying to protect myself in some way. I don't know, I am just frustrated...

Quote to share : The problem with answers are it was only after you gave them that you realized they sometimes weren't what people wanted to hear.

How Well Do You Know Me???

Well guys, here is a test to see how well do you know me.



Thanks for your time!!!

Deepest Condolence

Yeah, it's been a longgggggggggggggg time since i've posted something in here. Well, basically it is not that i have nothing to post. It is just that something have been going lately resulting me to feel soooooo confused. Argh, cut the crap...

Two days ago, a very good friend of mine lost his dad. FOREVER!!! His dad passed away due to sudden heart attack. His dad did not have any history of heart attacks. I just couldn't believe that at the age of 19, my friend would lost his dad just like that. Well, it happened in India. It has been a tradition in their family to go over to India to show their commitment to God. Oh well, the temple is located in a very rural area in India and to reach the temple, they have to fast for a few days and climb a mountain!!! While climbing, my friend's dad suffered a heart attack.

Poor friend of mine and his family got to know the news only at 3am on Friday morning. Some how, my friend text messaged me at 3.45am to tell me this bad news. So happen i was awake at that moment coz was rushing to complete my torts written work. I was so shocked when i saw that message. The last time i saw his dad was like 2 weeks ago, when he was kind enough to fetch me home all the way from Taylors. Yeah, it did affect me.

I met my friend on Friday, we talked about it. I noticed that he was about to cry but he controlled his tears from rolling down. That very moment when i saw him wanting to cry but couldn't do so, i myself felt like crying. But of course i didn't... I am suppose to support him, i can't possibly show him that i wanted to cry. Didn't want him to have a break down too. Deep down in me, i knew that my friend is feeling very guilty. He told me, he wanted to tell his dad "Have a safe journey" on the day when his dad was suppose to leeave for India. But due to the rush, he forgot to say so. And because he failed to say so, his dad did not return to them. I tried telling him not to blame himself but i know that is something hard to do.

I wish i could do something to help him right now. I am feeling so HELPLESS!!! His dad was the one who had been supporting the family all this while but now, who's going to support them??? The saddest thing is, my friend said he might have to quit SAM. He's such an intelligent guy, with a bright future ahead of him... It is such a waste for him to quit his studies right now. I hope he doesn't quit. At times, i do feel that life is so UNFAIR!!!

This incident really taught me something. Appreciate people that we love and everything that we have while we can. Yeah, i know it is something that people always say, but how many people would actually do that??? It is when we start losing things and the person we loved the most, then we will actually start appreciating. Some how, this incident is going to change me. Honestly, i do feel that i do take things for granted at times. Guess it is time to change. I don't want to regret for the rest of my life. To everybody reading my blog, please remember to appreciate the people you love!!! Don't wait till you lose them and start regretting.

Quote to share : Hope is a driving factor in helping us stay on course in life, it may feel as though it comes and goes, but in reality there is always hope, there is always a chance for something else to happen, and you need to have faith that it will

Joyful Outing

Another interesting outing with my friends today. However, sad to say that a friend of ours, See Wan couldn't attend today's outing coz she has 2 tests coming up next week. Life in foundation also seem to be hectic. I left home at 10.15am to make sure that i wouldn't be late. Happily, i waited for quite long and NO bus at all. Malaysia, you have the "BEST" transportation service ever!!! In the end, daddy drove me there but Usually, i only need 15minutes to reach Times Square but today i took 1 freaking long hour.

Firstly, met Xiu Wei in Times Square... I accompanied her for brunch. I should have taken a picture of her eating fried rice. A very unique way. Still, the restaurant next to the cinema provides a lousy service. An advice to you all, don't go there!!!

Next stop was Extreme at 6th floor. There, Xiu Wei took a pretty long time to choose a present. Wallet or pencil case??? So indecisive. Some more, she's so embarassed to say NO to the sales guy and i had to do it for her. Gal, you owe me one...

Met Chyi and we walked over to nichii to see my stuff but instead of shopping for clothes, i ended up taking photo there.


Wei and I... Chyi was sitting somewhere(no mood to take pic)sigh

Next, met Didi and Poi Phoon... Ate lunch and took photos again. Today there was this urge to take lots of photos. Especially Di. She's in every photo. For the first time. Way to go, Di!!!


Phoon, Di and me


Di and Wei

After the delicious lunch, we started the shopping spree. I managed to buy a bag even though that wasn't my main intention. I was suppose to look for new year clothes and i ended up buying a bag. NO new year clothes for me. How??? Wei wanted to buy a bag also but that bag was the last one and wasn't in a good condition. So, we decided to walk to Times Square again.

That's when the fun actually began. We went back over to Extreme and this Wei was so embarassed to enter the shop after the early incident. Wonder what was she afraid about... She made me enter the shop first. Luckily she bought something there or else... While accompanying her, something made me look outside. Oh ya,the urge of going to toilet. Hahahaha, and i saw Brian!!! Some how, that was very unexpecting...

Lastly, Phoon suddenly suggested to take photos again coz she will not see us for some time afer this. Well, the reason is because the finals for A Levels exam is coming up and she wants to concentrate. GAMBATEH, Di and Phoon!!! (photos are unavailable yeth) While taking photos, there was this bunch of "monkeys" actually walked in front of us on purpose. So immature... No sense of respect for people. Wei, Chyi, Phoon and Di knew how i reacted. Shocking actually, coz i was in a good mood through out the outing until that moment. I actually said "OI!!!" loudly and that monkey ran away. But that wasn't the end of story. That dong monkey came back to disturb us and i chased him away. Wei say i am the fiercest among all. But i must clarify that i am not always like that la. Haven't been fierce for quite long already. Once in a blue moon only!!!


Phoon and me


Us!!!

A Week of My New Life

On 15/01, i stepped foot in Taylor's again. I am familiar with this place but the environment has totally changed. It's been a while since i started the new phase in my life... The uni life. I started with the orientation on my own, with no friends at all. Thought it would take me some time again to adapt with this new phase, without friends and needed to make friends all over again. Here i am blogging in the library for the first time while studying...

Surprisingly, it wasn't as bad as what i've expected. My classmates turn out to be very friendly and nice. Soon i am able to adapt faster than i thought. Within the first five days, we actually got to know each other and joke around. It's very different from my pre-u life since we all took about one month to get along. One of my classmates mentioned that i am quiet. Which i know all of you out there definitely don't feel so. Xiu Wei actually laughed at me after she saw the comment in friendster. She claimed it should be "quiet" instead. There are several things that she has been continuously laughing at me. Like she said, this is the first time i've seen such a comment about me. QUIET!!!

I am going through a really hectic life now... Constantly studying unlike the year before. I am already starting to feel exhausted just the first week itself. Yeah, my timetable looks relaxing at times when there are no tutorials. For example, i am free on thursday when there are no tutorials on. How wonderful that sounds. But i still have to study every single day. Memorising all the cases in my head. And i can tell you that my brain power is beginning to deteriorate. Thanks to the one month break i had last year. I just wish things would be different this year. I am beginning to receive small little surprises on and off. One of the little surprises is getting to know that David actually decided to join Taylor's as well . I am overjoyed to hear that, knowing that i finally have a friend. With this little surprises going on, hope things will turn out to be better as time goes on.

Quote : Never give up, keep on fighting!!!

Fourth Day After New Year

So what have i been doing lately? NOTHING!!! Well,not to say nothing at all... Been doing some thinking about the course that i wanna study...

After weeks of thinking, finally decided to stay back at Taylors. Sigh, don't ask me why. Some how this is just the decision i've made. Not to forget, definitely consist of my financial supporters' suggestions. Oh well, what can i do when i can't support myself financially.

Anyway, really must thank my parents for being so supportive and also trying their very best to support me financially. Sigh, i wonder what will my brothers be doing in a few years time. I am sure my parents couldn't afford to support so many of us. It's so unlucky that i haven't graduate when my brother is going to enter college in 2008. I feel so helpless, being unable to help my parents. I really hope i could do something to lighten their burden. Obviously, i didn't tell them all these... I can't help it coz i am just one person who keeps everything to myself.

Besides, relatives and friends have been asking what course i will be taking and where uni will i go. The thought of entering uni soon ( 15/01) really makes me nervous, somehow. I got to make new friends, adapting to new environment all over again!!! Hope i'll turn out like Gerielle... Make new friends during orientation!!!

A week and a half left for me to relax and prepare for my next journey, entering into uni life. I must be really serious already. Can't keep on wasting time on other stuff. However, till now, i still can afford to wake up late, laze around. My mum nagged me for so long already but i am still like that. Naughty me...

Lately, i am into 飞轮海 ( Fahrenheit ). Introducing Wu Chun, Jiro Wang, Aaron Yan and Calvin Chen. They are just so cute especially Wu Chun. Their songs are not too bad. Have been listening to their song for the past one month, every single day. So you should know how obssessed i am. Not forgetting, watch Hana Kimi too. The cast for this show are, Ella (S.H.E), Wu Chun and Jiro. Quite worth while watching. FANTASTIC show... At least, that's what i feel.