Post-Exam BOREDOM!!!

When studying, I have always been thinking of holidays. Now, I am having my 4months holiday. Yeah, it sounds like paradise... But up to today, after days of boredom, I just realised that I have stopped going to college for just 8days. 8DAYS!!! and I am feeling sooooooo bored at home. I did meet my friends, on the first two days of holidays but the remaining 6days were just dull!!!

Felt great when exams were over, but at the same time worrying for the results. Hope that it would turn out well. After criminal law paper, KJ and I decided to go for a movie. However, See Wan called me right after my exams, and told me that she is in Help. She wants to see me, and I have to be a tour guide. So yeah, I did... It was a short tour, but main point is I get to meet up with her. Then we took a bus over to main campus to meet up with KJ.

Three of us went over to Mid Valley right after that. Throughout that whole journey, KJ, as usual... teased me!!! and See Wan talked to him about football. The glory of Man-U. Both KJ and I were feeling super hungry and KJ said he wanted to eat ramen. See Wan introduced to us a shop, OH SUSHI which was claimed to be famous for their ramen. I bet KJ agrees with me that that was the worst ramen we have ever tasted. Lolz. After eating, we loitered around until See Wan decided to go home. So, both KJ and I decided to watch a movie. We chose Iron Man, though we watched it before. I agree with him, Robert Downey Jr looks cool, especially the part where he said "Jericho". The day did not end without a funny incident. Both KJ and I learned a new language. Haha... He knows what I meant. Gosh, that day was really embarassing. I have never experienced that before. Thank God, nobody that we knew saw us.

So here I am, sitting down right in front of the computer typing this entry while feeling super boredddd... Decided to look for jobs to past my free time while earning moneyyy. Why I need money? Coz so many of my friends are leaving, so many friends' birthdays fall within these 2months. So I am officially broke! Planning to do internship but the pay is... Argh, never mind. I will see what I can get. Hope I do get a job!!!

Pre - Exam Stress???

Exam is in 3days time. At this point of time, I should be prepared for the exams. However, I am feeling very very stress. This type of stress is something in which I have never ever felt before. I don't think I am prepared for the exams. I can't study right now. I don't know why. Something is wrong but I can't tell what it is. I did think of deferring my exams, but mum, who still does not know how I am feeling, mentioned that I should give it a try.

I don't get it, why am I feeling like this right now? Why, throughtout my years of studying, I have not felt that way before? I always think that it is ridiculous for some people to say that we, as girls should just get married and problems would be solved. Must be living in fairy tale though. Up to this point, I still don't agree with that statement made by some people. However, everyone have their own dream - mentioned by the person who have that dream, you know who you are. But, I am feeling so stress until I could not study. I am in need of help! But who would help me??? Nobody could, except for myself. But how do I overcome this??? I did discussed about this to Jamie and PP. So, I guess they know what is going on with me but can't help me either. Maybe the fact that exam is in 3days triggered this feeling of mine. Nevertheless, I should and will not give up. I've got to finish what I have started. I shall finish this race no matter how. Krystle, be confident in yourself and GOD will do the rest. HAVE FAITH!!!

Both PP and Jamie had been really helpful. I was discussing this same issue with PP thru msn. And this is what she said:

CLPP says:
but u calm down 1st
CLPP says:
think positive
CLPP says:
must be positive de when u walk into exam hall
CLPP says:
confidently write ur answer or watever den can liao
CLPP says:
every q must stop at 30 to 45 min liao
CLPP says:
dun care whether u reach conclusion onot
CLPP says:
is a must!
CLPP says:
dun waste time liao
CLPP says:
aiya
CLPP says:
worst to worst
CLPP says:
if really fail u mai take at august lo

As for Jamie, she told me this: " Don't give up now. Just take today off for a while. Be positive and you should not be thinking about the outcome. Just give it your best shot."

Now, someone tell me a reason why I should not love them.