Boring Saturday

My Saturdays are quite boring lately. I wish for changes, desperately. After spending most of my weekends at home, I wish to change my routine a little. Perhaps not lots out outing, but I do need some of that once a while.

What makes this Saturday different from the others? This Saturday, my parents decided to make love letters. Yeah, the one we eat and crave for every Chinese New Year... It is better known as kuih kapit.




Looks tasty, don't they??? Minor contribution from me. Haha... I am still in the learning process though. So I hopeI get to contribute more next year. Next thing I did was to clean my room. After months of nagging from my parents, finally I cleaned my room. My room is not big, and I have not finished cleaning yet. That shows... I have toooo many things in my room. Wonder how long do I need to clean the entire room. I must not be lazy anymore!!! One thing I like about cleaning my room is, I get to pack all my old clothes and books and donate them. Whenever I do so, I just feel so thankful to have a family. I have my love ones, I get to go shopping unlike the orphans. They need it more than me. I feel bad though, having to give them my old clothes. Gosh, I wish I have tonnes of money!!! So that I can do something for them.

Sick Again

Finally, I am completely done with my assignments. Hence, more time for studies!!! I have not been studying lately plus with nagging from parents, I feel sooooo guilty. *slap* I wish that would work. Nono, I have to make it work!!!As I have mentioned earlier, things have been really interesting. Well, I have never ever thought that I would get to know a person just like that. Perhaps it is true that there is a first time for everything. I have got to admit that the end of last year seems to be great. I got to know so many good friends. Fun friends whom I love hanging out with. I am not comparing these new friends of mine with my other friends. They are all equally special to me. I just enjoy getting to know more and more people. Oh well, I just love companies!!! Though I would love to have some moment for myself.

Chinese New Year is round the corner. To be exact, in about 3 weeks time. I have not done any shopping yet... So I guess no new clothes for the new year even though I did "try" to go out for shopping. Last week's shopping was unsuccessful. I fell sick!!! Seems to me that I am easier to get sick lately. Immune system not functioning, perhaps. Wait, it has nothing to do with my immune system. ME!!! Parents have been nagging about my sleeping hours and it is turning into a habit. Daddy has been complaining a lot... He said that due to my sleeping hours, I am sooooo weak lately. Actually, I am in the process of recovering. It has been one week!!! I am having flu, and a HUGE ulcer in my throat.

Basically when I talk, my left side of the throat and right side of the ear hurts. How sad. Then came the day when I could not talk. My voice... GONE!!! I still remember that meanie Allen actually laughed at me when I told him that I lost my voice. How cruel!!! Family and friends actually asked me to see a doctor. But I procrastinate, thinking that it would heal after all. After one week of struggle, I lost to my family and friends. I went to see a doctor, told him that I have a terrible cough and suspecting that I have an ulcer in my throat. Fine, he checked and confirmed that I have a huge ulcer. He said if it grew any lower, it would have totally affected my ear. Sigh, I am still having difficulty in breathing and talking. It is affecting me badly alright. Due to this, I could not go out with my friends. I guess Rachel, Alison and See Wan enjoyed shopping today!!! Besides that, I bet they are enjoying steamboat. My favourite!!! I must be OK!!!

Horrible Weather and People

ARGHHHH... My grandma once told me that when it is nearing the Chinese New Year, the weather is suppose to be sunny and windy. Thanks to the massive changes we have done to our Mother Earth, everything seems to be happening the opposite way. It rained and rained and rained... I wonder when would things be back to normal again!!!

At 2am, usually I would feel hot resulting me to rely the air-cond in my room. Today, I am glad that I did not need to use the air-cond because the weather is just cold. Wait,did I mention COLD??? NO!!! It is FREAKING COLDDDDDDD!!! I am shivering right now which is sooooooo not right. Even Rachel is sick right now. And she blames the weather!!! Rachel, get well soon. Or maybe you can call in sick so that you could get a day off since you have been telling me that your work sucks?

Despite feeling freaking cold, I am stuck with Consti assignment right now. Due date is Friday and I have not jotted any words down. I am so in need of something which would motivate me right now. I did the most stupid thing last week and can't help feeling scared, worried and depress over it. HOW CAN I BE SO CARELESS??? ARGH!!!

Went to shop for a dress for my cousin's wedding dinner yesterday. I managed to buy the color and type of dress I like but my mood was totally ruined. When I was trying some other clothes, one of the sales girl told me "Even the blind can see that you would not fit in this". She mentioned BLIND and SEE... I wonder, if the blind can see, then why are they called BLIND??? As usual, the same old me, I can't help but to give her a piece of my mind. Yeah, I actually told her that "the blind people can feel or touch or even smell except for seeing. So who are you to insult me. FYI, I came and tried this before with my mum and guess what, I FIT in this exact shirt!!!" She just treated as nothing happened and began recommending other type of clothes for me. With a displeasure, I stormed out of the shop and gave her an evil grin. I am angry because she could always phrase it in a better way. Besides, couldn't she use her brains?If blind can see then they are not BLIND!!! And where on earth are her manners??? So horrible!!!

There are so many things to be done right now. New Year shopping!!! That is a must!!! Starting to get dates for shopping now. Found my first "victim". I am so broke too... Pockets are VERY VERY DRY. Need money to shop but I am not working!!! Someone please sponsor me... The other thing to complete is LMS assignment. Due next week. Have to finish by Wednesday so that I can go out with my "victim". Oh ya, not forgetting lunch with that person whom I keep on apologising too. Great, I feel so bad right now. I NEED TO SPEED UP IN EVERYTHING I AM DOING!!! I want my normal life back!!!!

Quote: Don't give up!!! When there is a will, there is a way!!!

What Is Going On With Me?

ARGHH~~~~~~ I am so tired. I do not know why but lately have been feeling very very tired though I did sleep. I am so in need of a massaging chair!!! Daddy, if you ever read this please get me a massaging chair!!!

Just handed in my assignments today and I handed in late. FREAK~~~ What is going on with me. Sigh, I have said once... I am feeling sooooooo tired. Perhaps I should stop becoming like an owl. I need to have my normal sleeping time again!!! The time I actually slept well was in Singapore.

Gosh, went there for 5 days and I walked veryyyyyy far every single day. Lucky me, my whole family and I manage to buy ourselves each a pair of sports shoes which were on the priority list. Poor mum and youngest brother's old sports shoes were torn on the very day we bought the new sport shoes. I guess it is meant to be spoilt. The old sport shoes are brand new though. No matter what shoes we get from BATA, it spoils fast and easily!!! I do not want to Buy my shoes, And Throw Away!!! Is there any other way for them to improve the quality of their shoes once again?

Recently, something happened. I am still unsure as to whether it is a good thing or not. Still speculating though. It happened in an odd way but nevertheless I guess that makes it interesting. It is still progressing but I hope in between there are no misunderstandings. Timing is really not right. Timetable clashes!!! I am so sorry for always being unable to attend the outings so far. If you are reading this, I am sincerely apologising for the wrong timings. I am not creating excuses not to go out with you. But I assure you that there would at least be once outing.