Fate

I know i haven't been updating my blog lately... Well, this week is a holiday for me. Basically, this should be a study week for me but... as usual, i am too lazy to study. I have tonnes of essays to write for econs but guess what, i have no idea how to do at all. Haihz, i am just too weak in econs. I will try to master it. Heard a quote that we shouldn't say we will try, instead we should say that we could do it!!!

This is week was an opportunity for me to go out with my old friends. Miss them so much, and i really felt so happy when i saw then on Monday. I enjoyed my time going bowling and chatting with them. Even though i am not good in bowling, but at least i didn't get the last. It was a good opportunity for me to be updated with news from my friends even though one of them sms me everyday. At least i get to see them face to face!!! Here are something for my friends... Don't get me wrong, my friends are not only the one i met on Monday but ALL my friends...

Since the moment I first met you,
I knew that I had found a wonderful friend.
Your humor always makes me laugh or smile,
And your gift of wit never ceases to amaze me.

When the woes of the world overwhelm me,
You are there with comfort and perspective.
Your sense of humor makes me smile;
Your compassion and understanding makes me rejoice.

There are billions of people in this world.
And of all these people, I met you.
Fate has bonded us together;
Fate will never tear us apart.

Because of you, I know that fate must exist.
You are living proof.
Although I may not say it often,
I value you immensely.

THANK YOU
For being my friends

Acted ' weird '

If anyone read MIN YUEN's blog today, the 'SHE' she was refering to was me. She might counter argue and say that i am vain by simply admiting that it's me. But the truth is she was talking bout me.

" Well,in class today she acted kinda 'weird'. All of a sudden she speaks to herself, and then she'll say that I won't be able to confront her words..and she'll always win'......you just can't imagine how I had tolerate her behaviour... "

This was taken from her blog. Well, i have to explain here there it is not that i have been acting weird. And i didn't talk to myself out of sudden. I wonder where she get all those from. To be frank, it is just that she just choose to ignore me because she couldn't think of words to counter my words. Therefore, she regarded me as speaking to myself. The fact that i win is because she really felt speechless and couldn't say a single thing. Meaning, i am not talking to myself coz if i am talking to myself, she wouldn't have listen. She always say that she's tolerating me. But am i tolerating her as well??? The truth is out there. Well, i can't always show a dull or sad face, right??? Just let me be and i will be alright. I need time la. It is not easy for me to cope with somethings which might not be a matter for you all. Maybe it's another way of mine to hide the true me. You can't expect me to tell every single thing because everybody has their own problems. Agree??? Anyway, i guess min yuen did pick up some 'zha'ing skills also. Haha... Just that she still cannot win me only. Maybe one day i should capture a picture of her being speechless.

Feeling complicated

I have not been updating my blog recently. To start of, i'll talk about on Saturday.

Saturday
Went to college in the afternoon regarding education fair. Went to asked about law degree in several australia universities... When i heard about the TER required, I was like thinking... Let's go off... TER 94!!! I am not super genius la. How to get such high TER???

Whole family, inclusive of uncles and aunties went to Tropicana to celebrate my grandmother's birthday. Talking bout my grandmother, I really admire her. She's nearly 80 and yet still so fit. Well, she doesn't look like her age either. I admire her so much for raising my mother and eight other uncles and aunties. She rocks!!! We had a delicious dinner... Love the huge oysters there... Overall, the food there was fantastic. Yummy!!! I had a great time with my cousins. Just can't stand the way one of my cousin laughs at me. He is so funny but can really sing well. Did sang a song with him but i did not whole the mic. Hahaha... Not as brave as him. And it makes me wonder why are we close starting last year. Come on, he is my cousin and all this while we don't talk much. But in the end, we did had a great time after all... Can't wait for next year!!!

Sunday
Didn't do anything much on sunday. Stayed at home because i was too tired to go anywhere. As usual, spent time in front of the computer... That just remind me that i have a few boring days in my life. Wish can make my life better. At least not so boring la. And that it is how i get through another day...

Today
I guess i am too active today. Even min yuen can't stand me. As for siew peng, it would be normal coz she knows i could be like that once a while. The truth is even though i am behaving like today, there are a lot of things running in my mind at that moment. And i did admire myself for a moment for being able to hide it from my friends. Didn't want to affect them as well. I am trying to pretend as though nothing had happened, nothing took place. Sometimes i wish i could but the fact is it did happened. I shouldn't avoid it. No wonder people say truth hurts. But i rather know the truth... However, still i face the same thing everyday... I just can't get out of it. I am like trapped in this game, waiting for myself to find the usual me again to try to get out of this. Maybe i could live better, maybe i wouldn't... If only there is a guide for me...

Another busy day in my life

It's been some time i didn't write a new entry. As usual, i've been very busy. Another assignment is coming up this Thursday. This time is Accounts. Got back the results for the previous accounts common test. Even though i passed, but i felt that i didn't do that well. My results seem to be degrading... Drop Drop Drop. I've been studying really hard but i think the effort that i put in is still not enough. Haihz...

Again, today went out with Siew Peng to study math... I just like going out with her because you can discuss anything with her. She is the right person to talk share your thoughts with. She gives good opinions... Siew Peng, i am indirectly promoting you here!!! My previous entry mentioned that she a version of her looks like STACEY and today Hamilton agreed with one of our classmate that she even talks like STACEY.

I realised my life have changed so much compared to when in secondary school. The people are so different... My thoughts and life style have changed also. My thoughts are more and more complicated, life is so busy. What's happening to me? Seem to have really complicated thoughts, but i am not voicing it out at all. It is not me to voice out at all. Therefore, just leave it all behind. But i am working on ways to solve certain matters!!! Good luck to me!!!

Master of Confession

Now, i am sitting by the staircase writing my second entry... Well, it's because i am changing my sit from time to time due to the coldness. Haha, i know it might sound quite lame and troublesome. As for today, lessons in class were ok except for some disturbance, as usual. Decided to go out with Siew Peng after class and it was an interesting day. We enjoyed our time a lot and i enjoyed myself laughing through out the whole outing. Felt so lucky today because i get to see many different version of Siew Peng. I really gotta tell all of you that one version of Siew Peng looks like... STACEY!!! If you all want to know more, ask Siew Peng herself!!!

When i came back, it was still drizzling. The rain causes the coldness of the night and reminding me of my solitude. This coldness make me feel so alone, as though i am living in my own world. I can't explain much but it seems that the harder i try not to think about something, it will always appear in my head. I have tried very hard as though nothing had happened but i still can't stop myself from being silly(according to friends). Maybe they are right, i am silly. At the end of the day, the one who feel suffer might be me...

Watched a video starring my favourite singer, JJ Lin Jun Jie. He's actually very cool even though he's not handsome. He gave some tips to girls out there on how to get the guy they like. Some of the ways do make sense. But which one implies on me? People who read my blog, or shall i say, close friends of mine should tell me.

My first post!!!

This is my first post in blogspot!!! Well, suddenly decided to have a change instead of writing my blog entries in Friendster.

To start of with my first entry, feel so happy since Math common test is over!!! Yeah!!! I can leave statistics aside for a moment. Before legals, Heng Chun was reading a newspaper and there was a picture of David Beckham. He is so CUTE!!! Suddenly, Allen came over...

Allen : So krystle, who do you like?
Krystle : I like David Beckham
Allen : Erm, i mean in real life...
Krystle : Of coz real life la. If not??? Bluff life arr?
Allen : Liking David Beckham is materialistic...

What does that suppose to mean??? Why are you so interested in knowing who i like? Does it matter???