How great!!! Everything is against me right now. First my bag went against me when the skin started peeling off here and there. Besides that, the handle is on the verge of breaking. Next, the shoes! My shoes from vincci is starting to spoil. The things I got from this particular shops tends to spoil faster than anyone could ever imagine. No more buying from there!!! I wonder what else could go wrong? Am I not in a horrible situation already???
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Sunday, November 02, 2008
Despair
As day goes by, I found more and more things which I should not have known. Why must it happen? My hypothesis is not suppose to come true. I wish I was wrong... If there are something which should be mentioned, say it. Say it to ME... Do not drag others in, face it. Let me know where you think I went wrong. We should sort it out instead of bringing more people into the picture. It only makes thing worst. There are things where you do not know but note this, I am trying to work things out. It is not easy for me due to your perceptions... It just proves that regardless how hard I try, you choose to think the way you want to. Not only you are uncomfortable, I am uncomfortable too. You have placed me in a very difficult position, but I am not blaming you.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
"040908" Cheryl's Pre-Birthday Celebration
Dear Cheryl,
"I know I owe you this for 5days long. HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!! Another year older. I wish you all the best, dreams come true and be happy always!!! On the behalf of the others, Happy 20th Birthday."
So this year celebration is different from the other celebrations we used to have. Why is that so? Firstly, half of the gang were not present. Secondly, it is the first time we have buffet together. Now all of you in our gang should know how little time we spend with each other. And shall we have different venues to meet then???
Anyway, Aidi and I reached 30minutes earlier than the time all of us agreed. So both of us went window shopping while waiting for Cheryl. Aidi and I tried so many types of clothes. By the way, Aidi if you are reading this, I like that tube dress a lot!!! Do not just say "buy lahh" when you know I cannot afford it right now. Saving money for other priorities. But you cannot deny it looks nice horr... How How??? I want discounts!!!
After meeting up with Cheryl, three of us walked over to the restaurant. But there is something pretty weird about the place. Well, I called a day before and they told me no reservations could be made. On the day itself, they asked "Any reservations made?" How come so contradicting??? Weird!!! So three of us started attacking the food after settling down. The first thing we grabbed was the sushi. Aidi and her salmon. Cheryl and I were crazy over oysters. I managed to get some escargots too for everyone. Next, we went over to get sharkfins soup! Thank goodness they did not let us down that day. Thumbs up for the soup.
Sharkfins soup.
Obviously, here comes the oysters too
Oysters
Cheryl herself ate 4! As for me, about there la. Hahaha. I cannot really remember how many did Aidi eat though. Sorry,ya! So since Cheryl is so obsessed with oysters, I decided to ask her to allow me take a photo of her posing with her oyster.
Cheryl eating oyster
She claimed that she open her mouth so wide until her mouth cramped. Haha... So exaggerating!!! Panda, too bad we did not find any pearl in it. But the day did not end just like that. Before leaving, something very interesting happened!!! One of us, who did not want to reveal herself here, wanted to go toilet after eating coz we drank a lot of Peach tea. She opened the toilet door while the rest of us were behind her. Then, we heard her saying "Eh did I enter the wrong toilet arr?" And one of us said "Correct lahhh". All of us must be wondering why she said that. Well, it is because she saw this person wearing office clothing, exactly like a guy! No doubt the rest were shocked too. Muahaha, it is so embarassing. To this one-of-us, I did what I promised. I did not reveal your identity here. Hahaha. We then decided to go Sg Wang to shop but were distracted when in Pavilion. Too attracted with all the nice nice facial stuff until we did not realised that it started to rain.
So, my plans were ruined! I wanted to shop for a bag before class starts. In the end, we walked around in Pavilion. Had such a wonderful time in Forever 21. Cheryl and Aidi, you both look great in those dresses. And I love both of the black shirt and dress I tried. Such a nice halter and tube dress!!! But too expensive!!! Aidi, I can still remember your "banana" clothing. Can we have another outing just like that? I totally enjoy that moment. Peaceful and fun. That is indeed what I need right now. Oops before I forget, thanks a lot to Chen for fetching Aidi and I to the nearest bus stop when it was raining. Can't believe class will be starting next week. 4months of holidays ended just like that. Can I have another 4months of holidays?
Last but not least, a group photo!!!
Oh well, now I know another part of you. Another story to be explored. How interesting this could be. I never thought you are that type of person. Thanks for proving me wrong. Yes, I am done being disappointed. Go on wearing the pretty mask that you have. All I can say is, it is a beautiful illusion~
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
May You Rest In Peace, Anita
Few days ago I was thinking how I should begin with this entry. As usual, there were so much things to say but none was mentioned.
Last Sunday, I received a devastating message from a friend. I went to the "Perfect for Livin' " Expo in KL Convention Centre. Personally, I felt that these trips to the Convention Centre would actually be boring becaus there were nothing for me to see over there. To be precise, totally nothing for me to shop. However, my views changed when I went there. I was pretty fascinated when I stepped into Hall 1 of the Convention Centre itself. Basically, I learned a lot of new things that day. I remembered texting my friend, telling him how fascinated I was and I was pretty surprised that things did not turn out the way I thought it would be. After that trip, I could say I have an idea how I would want my future house to be.
While listening to one of the salesperson explaining something to me, I received a message from Kit Mun. I was totally in shocked when I read the message. It started of with, "Our dear friend, Anita Mary passed away due to skin disease. The funeral is today at...". Honestly, who would expect to receive such a message? It is totally a devastating one. I remembered shouting "Oh my God" in the middle of the discussion with the salesperson. Everybody was amazed. Dad asked me what happened and I told him. I even forwarded the message to Poi Phoon and Jo-Ey. All of us were just so shocked and beginning asking each other whether anyone of us will attend the funeral.
All this while, I have heard stories of Anita being in the hospital. I heard that she did not manage to proceed with Form 6 at all. I knew that she had skin disease which caused her to be weak and could not get out of bed. Then I even heard that there was this day where she actually did go home but was admitted to the hospital the following day. I remembered telling Jo-Ey how pitiful Anita was. I wanted to visit her, but nobody would accompany me. And I totally regretted for not visiting her at all. I could not even see her for the last time. After that day, her image was all over in my mind. I remembered how I used to joke around with her back when we were in Form 5. I told her, I have this Indian guy friend whom I thought of introducing to her. It was for fun! Eventually, I did not do that but my guy friend told me that he got to meet her during an interview for scholarship. Accordingly, she told him my plan of introducing both of them. I was pretty embarassed at that moment even though I was joking.
Well, I just did not expect that a friend of mine could leave this world so soon. Being only 20, she did not manage to see the world yet. There are so many things out there to explore. She did not have the chance to do so. There are so many things to be achieved, so many things not done, not even working. We all said that God took her back too soon. I was and still am feeling sick therefore I did not attend her funeral.
See Wan called me last night to tell me that she did not manage to donate some money to Anita's family. I asked her how did the funeral go. She told me Anita's mum cried badly. It is totally understandable. Who would not? Then See Wan told me that the priest said he once visited Anita in the hospital and Anita told him that she was suffering. When I heard See Wan saying that, I was imagining how suffering Anita was. It totally freaks me. I was scared at that moment. Then I said, at least this could end Anita's suffering. Anita was tough enough, battling with her disease for more than 2years.
My friends told me, this incident shows that we have not seen the world yet. We have not experience so many things yet. This comprises going overseas, vacations, working, and having boyfriends. Then I was told that they now begin to think of having boyfriends. My friend then asked me whether this incident has influenced me in getting a boyfriend sooner. I gave no reply at all. Well, if my friend wants an answer, here it goes:
No, it did not influence me in thinking to get a boyfriend soon. I am not saying that you are desperate. It is just that, how soon could that be? You cannot control things like this. If you have not meet the suitable guy, how will you get a boyfriend? Like we all know, nobody knows when we will die. We could die the very next day. At that point, are you going to regret for not having a boyfriend? Fine, you might get one, and then die. Will you then regret that you did not get married and have children? Even if you were lucky enough to get a boyfriend, marry and get kids, you will then regret for not being able to live and have grandchildren. The law just goes on. Even if God decides to give you plenty of years to live, and go through the whole process and even get grandchildren, you will regret for foregoing choices which you did not choose last time. To make things simple, you will regret no matter when you die. Since you will regret anyway, then why don't you live life the fullest and just enjoy it? Why want to know bother yourself with regrets?
Anita, May you rest in peace.
Last Sunday, I received a devastating message from a friend. I went to the "Perfect for Livin' " Expo in KL Convention Centre. Personally, I felt that these trips to the Convention Centre would actually be boring becaus there were nothing for me to see over there. To be precise, totally nothing for me to shop. However, my views changed when I went there. I was pretty fascinated when I stepped into Hall 1 of the Convention Centre itself. Basically, I learned a lot of new things that day. I remembered texting my friend, telling him how fascinated I was and I was pretty surprised that things did not turn out the way I thought it would be. After that trip, I could say I have an idea how I would want my future house to be.
While listening to one of the salesperson explaining something to me, I received a message from Kit Mun. I was totally in shocked when I read the message. It started of with, "Our dear friend, Anita Mary passed away due to skin disease. The funeral is today at...". Honestly, who would expect to receive such a message? It is totally a devastating one. I remembered shouting "Oh my God" in the middle of the discussion with the salesperson. Everybody was amazed. Dad asked me what happened and I told him. I even forwarded the message to Poi Phoon and Jo-Ey. All of us were just so shocked and beginning asking each other whether anyone of us will attend the funeral.
All this while, I have heard stories of Anita being in the hospital. I heard that she did not manage to proceed with Form 6 at all. I knew that she had skin disease which caused her to be weak and could not get out of bed. Then I even heard that there was this day where she actually did go home but was admitted to the hospital the following day. I remembered telling Jo-Ey how pitiful Anita was. I wanted to visit her, but nobody would accompany me. And I totally regretted for not visiting her at all. I could not even see her for the last time. After that day, her image was all over in my mind. I remembered how I used to joke around with her back when we were in Form 5. I told her, I have this Indian guy friend whom I thought of introducing to her. It was for fun! Eventually, I did not do that but my guy friend told me that he got to meet her during an interview for scholarship. Accordingly, she told him my plan of introducing both of them. I was pretty embarassed at that moment even though I was joking.
Well, I just did not expect that a friend of mine could leave this world so soon. Being only 20, she did not manage to see the world yet. There are so many things out there to explore. She did not have the chance to do so. There are so many things to be achieved, so many things not done, not even working. We all said that God took her back too soon. I was and still am feeling sick therefore I did not attend her funeral.
See Wan called me last night to tell me that she did not manage to donate some money to Anita's family. I asked her how did the funeral go. She told me Anita's mum cried badly. It is totally understandable. Who would not? Then See Wan told me that the priest said he once visited Anita in the hospital and Anita told him that she was suffering. When I heard See Wan saying that, I was imagining how suffering Anita was. It totally freaks me. I was scared at that moment. Then I said, at least this could end Anita's suffering. Anita was tough enough, battling with her disease for more than 2years.
My friends told me, this incident shows that we have not seen the world yet. We have not experience so many things yet. This comprises going overseas, vacations, working, and having boyfriends. Then I was told that they now begin to think of having boyfriends. My friend then asked me whether this incident has influenced me in getting a boyfriend sooner. I gave no reply at all. Well, if my friend wants an answer, here it goes:
No, it did not influence me in thinking to get a boyfriend soon. I am not saying that you are desperate. It is just that, how soon could that be? You cannot control things like this. If you have not meet the suitable guy, how will you get a boyfriend? Like we all know, nobody knows when we will die. We could die the very next day. At that point, are you going to regret for not having a boyfriend? Fine, you might get one, and then die. Will you then regret that you did not get married and have children? Even if you were lucky enough to get a boyfriend, marry and get kids, you will then regret for not being able to live and have grandchildren. The law just goes on. Even if God decides to give you plenty of years to live, and go through the whole process and even get grandchildren, you will regret for foregoing choices which you did not choose last time. To make things simple, you will regret no matter when you die. Since you will regret anyway, then why don't you live life the fullest and just enjoy it? Why want to know bother yourself with regrets?
Anita, May you rest in peace.
Monday, August 04, 2008
Dream
Yes, Dad came back from Pangkor already. July 27 itself! Ok, no presents for me at all. Dad bought anchovies, supposedly to be very famous in Pangkor. I do not like anchovies!!!
Gosh, I had the weirdest dream today!!! Kah Jun was evil enough to laugh at me the whole time. But I got to admit that it is a funny dream la. Haha. I am still wondering why did I dream of the big "lightbulb"??? So unrelated. This dream is too random! And silly KJ ask me to go on dreaming tonight so he has more thing to laugh at. I am so speechless!!!
Yeah, going to meet Xiu Wei tomorrow for our weekly exercise. I have to help her in her assignment too. These people who took business course, I think you guys have too many assignments la. Haha. Very challenging indeed.
Last week, Xiu Wei and I was approached by this lady at McDonalds. Basically, she asked us to donate for charity. At first this lady asked me not to scold her. I did not even intend to also! Then she said minimum donation is for $10. I do not get it here... It is called DONATION. So where is the logic if there is a minimum price for us to donate? Then how could this be called donation anymore? In other words, we are forced to donate $10 and above. Do they actually know that not everyone can be so kind to donate $10. Yes, I did not make a contribution in the end. Why??? This is because I am sure that everyone of you know that not all the money actually reach to these poor people. And that makes me fed up. Something must be done to stop this!!! I wonder do I have the ability to do so?
Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIEW PENG!!!
Gosh, I had the weirdest dream today!!! Kah Jun was evil enough to laugh at me the whole time. But I got to admit that it is a funny dream la. Haha. I am still wondering why did I dream of the big "lightbulb"??? So unrelated. This dream is too random! And silly KJ ask me to go on dreaming tonight so he has more thing to laugh at. I am so speechless!!!
Yeah, going to meet Xiu Wei tomorrow for our weekly exercise. I have to help her in her assignment too. These people who took business course, I think you guys have too many assignments la. Haha. Very challenging indeed.
Last week, Xiu Wei and I was approached by this lady at McDonalds. Basically, she asked us to donate for charity. At first this lady asked me not to scold her. I did not even intend to also! Then she said minimum donation is for $10. I do not get it here... It is called DONATION. So where is the logic if there is a minimum price for us to donate? Then how could this be called donation anymore? In other words, we are forced to donate $10 and above. Do they actually know that not everyone can be so kind to donate $10. Yes, I did not make a contribution in the end. Why??? This is because I am sure that everyone of you know that not all the money actually reach to these poor people. And that makes me fed up. Something must be done to stop this!!! I wonder do I have the ability to do so?
Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIEW PENG!!!
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Hoping
Daddy will be coming back today! Few more hours to go, I just cannot wait to see him. Yeah, I know you all must be wondering why am I so happy. Daddy went Pangkor yesterday and I did not have the chance to goodbye because I could not wake up. And that is because I slept only at 6am!!! Gosh, I should have stayed up for another hour so that I could bid him goodbye.
Owh, he is coming back anyway. He did a few things very different this week. My parents are busy people who works more than 12 hours a day. Yes, I am not joking! Did I mention they are not even the boss the company. Yeah, parents are working for some people who does not seem to be appreciating workers like them. All I could say is, they are STUPID! Anyway, daddy called on Friday, during lunch time to ask me out for lunch. How sweet! He came down all the way despite having lots of work just to have lunch with me. Thumbs up for him! Even though it was a simple meal, I could not help feeling happy. Thanks daddy!!! I hope there will be lots of souvenirs for me, from Pangkor. Hoping and hoping...
Owh, he is coming back anyway. He did a few things very different this week. My parents are busy people who works more than 12 hours a day. Yes, I am not joking! Did I mention they are not even the boss the company. Yeah, parents are working for some people who does not seem to be appreciating workers like them. All I could say is, they are STUPID! Anyway, daddy called on Friday, during lunch time to ask me out for lunch. How sweet! He came down all the way despite having lots of work just to have lunch with me. Thumbs up for him! Even though it was a simple meal, I could not help feeling happy. Thanks daddy!!! I hope there will be lots of souvenirs for me, from Pangkor. Hoping and hoping...
Sunday, July 20, 2008
To Call or Not To Call
Yes, the question of the day for me is "to call or not to call". I did mentioned about the things I have been going through lately in my previous entry. Well, the person did send me a message today, asking funny questions and so called expressing thoughts. As I replied this person, I was laughing deep in me. Laughing, what a jerk this person could be. Or perhaps stupid for not even understanding the words that I typed. I must say that I am not laughing at this person because this person somehow has bad english, I do not look down on people just because of this reasons.
As the saying goes, "Patience is virtue". Well, patience has its limits too, and my patience has already reached its limit. I am about to explode at this very instance. I was said to be the one who likes to avoid matters and would not face the fact. Well, I am not. As usual, I have always tried to set things rights. Making things clear, crystal clear. However, I received an answer which stated " I need to sleep right now. So, good night". These words were sent to me right after I said " Fine... If you want to talk, talk. Lets settle things clear once and for all". Looks who is the one who has been avoiding? Is it still me?
Well, the person did say that the person's childish and stupid attitude would stopped right now. However, I am asked to promise that I will message the person whenever I am sad or boring. How smart! So the person now will stop texting me instead, I would be the one texting? - Total crap! I will never ever do that. Come on, even when I am bored or sad, the person's name will not even come across my mind!
After all that, I have been doing some thinking. I thought maybe I should give that person a call later at night to set things straight instead of wishing that the person would stop texting me. Should I??? Is that a wise thing to do or would I gain more trouble instead?
While I am typing this entry in my room, I so happened to look at the clock and the time right now is 2.36am. Oh well, that means that Tzy Chyi will be leaving in about 4hours time. Time flies, real fast!!! Just wanna let her know, the remainining five of us are wishing her all the best in everything she does. Do not forget us and we cherished every single moment she spent with us. Gosh, that reminds me that she has been my best friend for 11 years already. Last but not least, Sayonara!
Remember to keep in touch with us and let us know when you have finally settled down in Singapore. We will miss you. And I have started counting down. - 5months to go!
As the saying goes, "Patience is virtue". Well, patience has its limits too, and my patience has already reached its limit. I am about to explode at this very instance. I was said to be the one who likes to avoid matters and would not face the fact. Well, I am not. As usual, I have always tried to set things rights. Making things clear, crystal clear. However, I received an answer which stated " I need to sleep right now. So, good night". These words were sent to me right after I said " Fine... If you want to talk, talk. Lets settle things clear once and for all". Looks who is the one who has been avoiding? Is it still me?
Well, the person did say that the person's childish and stupid attitude would stopped right now. However, I am asked to promise that I will message the person whenever I am sad or boring. How smart! So the person now will stop texting me instead, I would be the one texting? - Total crap! I will never ever do that. Come on, even when I am bored or sad, the person's name will not even come across my mind!
After all that, I have been doing some thinking. I thought maybe I should give that person a call later at night to set things straight instead of wishing that the person would stop texting me. Should I??? Is that a wise thing to do or would I gain more trouble instead?
While I am typing this entry in my room, I so happened to look at the clock and the time right now is 2.36am. Oh well, that means that Tzy Chyi will be leaving in about 4hours time. Time flies, real fast!!! Just wanna let her know, the remainining five of us are wishing her all the best in everything she does. Do not forget us and we cherished every single moment she spent with us. Gosh, that reminds me that she has been my best friend for 11 years already. Last but not least, Sayonara!
Remember to keep in touch with us and let us know when you have finally settled down in Singapore. We will miss you. And I have started counting down. - 5months to go!
Monday, July 14, 2008
Thoughts of the Day
As I am sitting down here, typing this entry, Siew Peng would be in Queensland, Australia. She is currently staying in a hotel, hoping to search a perfect place as her home in Australia before deciding whether to stay in a hostel or to rent a room.
I remembered I just sent Fook Rong off not long ago. And here today, I am again blogging about another friend's departure. Seeing them leaving reminds me that time flies real fast. It happens every moment we blink our eyes. Just 4days ago, I was having dinner with Siew Peng, David and Ansyn. I even went for a drink with Siew Peng and David that night at Skybar. Remembering how much we talked about each other's stuff. The things we talked, came out randomly but I know, three of us enjoyed it a lot. Soon, I will be seeing another friend leaving for Singapore for studies. Actually, less than 7days left. In September, another two will be leaving. What a sad year could it be!
Perhaps having friends leaving, I could not deny that my mood was affected. Things do not seem to be right. I realised I need someone to talk to. But wait, the thing that is annoying me much affected me the most. I did talked about it that night, but no solution could be found. It has been going on for a very looooooooongggggggggg time. My good friends know what it is about. And do not even think of asking me whom am I referring to because no answers would be given by me. I have been asking myself, is the problem actually with me? I do not understand why some people just do not get what I have been trying to tell them. Believe me, I have even talked harshly towards this person. I have even tried to make this person hate me, but it did not worked? I wonder why? Was my acting skills THAT bad until the person could realise? or was it because the person has the thickest skin ever? Even thicker than leather?
Besides that, I even tried to talk to this person nicely. Explaining why things are not going the way the person wanted. I made my stand and this person clearly knows that I am firm with my stand and decisions made by me would never ever changed. How do I get rid this kind of people. Honestly, I did not even feel a single bit of sorry for talking so harshly because I feel that that person deserves it a lot! Well, I guess this person has an impression that nothing could get out of the way this person wanted. I am sorry to say, not everything will go the way you wanted. Maybe it did in your life, but I would prove you wrong.
Gosh, I felt relieved after letting it all out right now. Of course, there are still lots more not being revealed but I felt better. That is all that I need. Tomorrow would be a better day than today.
Lastly, ALL THE BEST TO SIEW PENG!!!
I will miss ya!
Quote: Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present!
Yup, got it from Kungfu Panda. Love it!
Oh ya, before I forget, Anybody wants to adopt kittens??? Do tell me ASAP!!!
I remembered I just sent Fook Rong off not long ago. And here today, I am again blogging about another friend's departure. Seeing them leaving reminds me that time flies real fast. It happens every moment we blink our eyes. Just 4days ago, I was having dinner with Siew Peng, David and Ansyn. I even went for a drink with Siew Peng and David that night at Skybar. Remembering how much we talked about each other's stuff. The things we talked, came out randomly but I know, three of us enjoyed it a lot. Soon, I will be seeing another friend leaving for Singapore for studies. Actually, less than 7days left. In September, another two will be leaving. What a sad year could it be!
Perhaps having friends leaving, I could not deny that my mood was affected. Things do not seem to be right. I realised I need someone to talk to. But wait, the thing that is annoying me much affected me the most. I did talked about it that night, but no solution could be found. It has been going on for a very looooooooongggggggggg time. My good friends know what it is about. And do not even think of asking me whom am I referring to because no answers would be given by me. I have been asking myself, is the problem actually with me? I do not understand why some people just do not get what I have been trying to tell them. Believe me, I have even talked harshly towards this person. I have even tried to make this person hate me, but it did not worked? I wonder why? Was my acting skills THAT bad until the person could realise? or was it because the person has the thickest skin ever? Even thicker than leather?
Besides that, I even tried to talk to this person nicely. Explaining why things are not going the way the person wanted. I made my stand and this person clearly knows that I am firm with my stand and decisions made by me would never ever changed. How do I get rid this kind of people. Honestly, I did not even feel a single bit of sorry for talking so harshly because I feel that that person deserves it a lot! Well, I guess this person has an impression that nothing could get out of the way this person wanted. I am sorry to say, not everything will go the way you wanted. Maybe it did in your life, but I would prove you wrong.
Gosh, I felt relieved after letting it all out right now. Of course, there are still lots more not being revealed but I felt better. That is all that I need. Tomorrow would be a better day than today.
Lastly, ALL THE BEST TO SIEW PENG!!!
I will miss ya!
Quote: Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present!
Yup, got it from Kungfu Panda. Love it!
Oh ya, before I forget, Anybody wants to adopt kittens??? Do tell me ASAP!!!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Updates!
I know my friends waited for this post a long time ago. So here it is right now. I have decided to sit still and blog blog blog. Basically, we planned so hard for Tzy Chyi's birthday, hoping to give her a memorable birthday since she is leaving for Singapore pretty soon... 7 days left, I guess.
Tzy Chyi decided to celebrate at the Ship since it is nearer to our place. Everyone had a hard time thinking what to buy for her. Xiu Wei eventually gave up and asked the birthday girl what she needs. So there was this day when I went to Mid Valley with Xiu Wei. Wrote that in my previous entry. Luckily, I managed to get a small gift to for Tzy Chyi or else my whole outing would have been pointless. Somehow, the thing I bought would allow her to hang her necklace and earrings. So, basically it has to do with hanging. Haha. Though it was a small gift, I chose it for quite some time and I guess Xiu Wei was pretty fed up with me for being so fussy. Haha.
Then went out again with Ai Di to shop for the gift once more. This time, I managed to buy a lamp. Hoping that she could use that for studies or something. It took us hours before I get to buy the gift. Ai Di nagged me a lot. Haha. Besides that, we went surveying at The Ship, and booked seats for the night. At least, things got done!
On 28/6, 6 of us finally had the time to meet up! That is something we could not do often. It is always 5 or less but hardly 6! Anyway, we went shopping around Times Square to kill time and we had to take a monorail back to Sungei Wang though it is just opposite because it rained!!! Dinner was at The Ship as mentioned earlier.
Our food for the night
We all enjoyed our food a lot and then proceeded to eating cake! Having nice food non stop.
B'day cake
Tzy Chyi with flowers and a penquin
Wishing
Hope her wishes will come true
Sw decided it's payback time for TC since Sw has to do that before
The staffs in The Ship were actually good by providing us the birthday song and they even sang along! Besides that, the penquin Tzy Chyi had was a gift from them. One of them helped us to take our group photos. It turned out that he is a lousy photographer. Only one out of three photos could be considered as ok.
Tzy Chyi and See Wan
Ai Di and Tzy Chyi
Poi Phoon and Tzy Chyi
Group Pic
Tzy Chyi and Xiu Wei
Tzy Chyi and Krystle
Our dinner ended pretty early. And of course, we continued taking photos while waiting for the bill as well as before we left The Ship!
Dearest Panda and I
Dearest Ai Di and I
Final pic of Awesome 6
The day ends with this...
Outside The Ship
Tzy Chyi decided to celebrate at the Ship since it is nearer to our place. Everyone had a hard time thinking what to buy for her. Xiu Wei eventually gave up and asked the birthday girl what she needs. So there was this day when I went to Mid Valley with Xiu Wei. Wrote that in my previous entry. Luckily, I managed to get a small gift to for Tzy Chyi or else my whole outing would have been pointless. Somehow, the thing I bought would allow her to hang her necklace and earrings. So, basically it has to do with hanging. Haha. Though it was a small gift, I chose it for quite some time and I guess Xiu Wei was pretty fed up with me for being so fussy. Haha.
Then went out again with Ai Di to shop for the gift once more. This time, I managed to buy a lamp. Hoping that she could use that for studies or something. It took us hours before I get to buy the gift. Ai Di nagged me a lot. Haha. Besides that, we went surveying at The Ship, and booked seats for the night. At least, things got done!
On 28/6, 6 of us finally had the time to meet up! That is something we could not do often. It is always 5 or less but hardly 6! Anyway, we went shopping around Times Square to kill time and we had to take a monorail back to Sungei Wang though it is just opposite because it rained!!! Dinner was at The Ship as mentioned earlier.
Our food for the night
We all enjoyed our food a lot and then proceeded to eating cake! Having nice food non stop.
B'day cake
Tzy Chyi with flowers and a penquin
Wishing
Hope her wishes will come true
Sw decided it's payback time for TC since Sw has to do that before
The staffs in The Ship were actually good by providing us the birthday song and they even sang along! Besides that, the penquin Tzy Chyi had was a gift from them. One of them helped us to take our group photos. It turned out that he is a lousy photographer. Only one out of three photos could be considered as ok.
Tzy Chyi and See Wan
Ai Di and Tzy Chyi
Poi Phoon and Tzy Chyi
Group Pic
Tzy Chyi and Xiu Wei
Tzy Chyi and Krystle
Our dinner ended pretty early. And of course, we continued taking photos while waiting for the bill as well as before we left The Ship!
Dearest Panda and I
Dearest Ai Di and I
Final pic of Awesome 6
The day ends with this...
Outside The Ship
Thursday, June 19, 2008
A Day in MidValley
Went to college today to meet Xiu Wei. Before that, decided to stop by at Roti Man to get some buns for her since she was complaining for hunger. I saw a classmate and spoke to her about the post-mortem of the exams. Finally, Xiu Wei rang me and the conversation ended at that point of time.
We then went to search books for her assignment. Thank GOD we managed to find a few books. Hope I did help her in some way... Well, I guess she is surely having a hard time doing her assignment without knowing anything about it. Perhaps lack of research. But she did say even if she did her research, she might never understand a single thing. So that leads to a question, how is she going to sit for her exams??? Besides that, I experienced the "shock of the day". I did not expect to see that person though. At the end of the day, felt that it was shocking yet interesting.
Did some shopping in Mid Valley today. Spent a fortune even though I did not buy much. Burnt holes in my pockets. Got to start saving for future plans. Managed to get TC a gift. Hope she will like it. I personally like the gift. Can't wait for Saturday to come. Right now, my toes hurt!!! Any idea how should I reduce the pain?
Promised XW that I would post this pictures up...
What do u expect from a person who parks his car like this???
A note which states...
This leads to... Vandalism. The owner of the car should not feel mad when someone eventually decides to "decorate" or do something to his car!
We then went to search books for her assignment. Thank GOD we managed to find a few books. Hope I did help her in some way... Well, I guess she is surely having a hard time doing her assignment without knowing anything about it. Perhaps lack of research. But she did say even if she did her research, she might never understand a single thing. So that leads to a question, how is she going to sit for her exams??? Besides that, I experienced the "shock of the day". I did not expect to see that person though. At the end of the day, felt that it was shocking yet interesting.
Did some shopping in Mid Valley today. Spent a fortune even though I did not buy much. Burnt holes in my pockets. Got to start saving for future plans. Managed to get TC a gift. Hope she will like it. I personally like the gift. Can't wait for Saturday to come. Right now, my toes hurt!!! Any idea how should I reduce the pain?
Promised XW that I would post this pictures up...
What do u expect from a person who parks his car like this???
A note which states...
This leads to... Vandalism. The owner of the car should not feel mad when someone eventually decides to "decorate" or do something to his car!
Friday, June 06, 2008
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Falling
Doom day is nearing!!! Hate the feeling so much. I have been talking about it with Jamie for so many times. Psycho called me psycho for worrying too much and asked me not to get worried. She sounds as if she has lots of confidence in me. Bangang la, I am so worried. Psycho influenced me too much with her "bangang". Lolz. Psycho, I am super worried. SAVE ME!!!
In the middle of the holidays and I have not done much shopping yet. I need to be on the move. Job hunting is terrible. No replies yet. Why why why??? Nobody wants me!!! I am referring to the job aspect. Haha. I am in need of job and money money money. Friends are leaving one by one. How sad......
Having fever right now. And the right side of my head hurts. Someone said that my right brain should just burst than I do not have to re-sit for my exams. Bodohnya, as if he knows that I am going to fail and my brains should just burst so I don't have to re-sit. Psycho, you should whack him for me!!! Fever fever, go away... Come again another day, I don't have time for you right now. Hahaha
In the middle of the holidays and I have not done much shopping yet. I need to be on the move. Job hunting is terrible. No replies yet. Why why why??? Nobody wants me!!! I am referring to the job aspect. Haha. I am in need of job and money money money. Friends are leaving one by one. How sad......
Having fever right now. And the right side of my head hurts. Someone said that my right brain should just burst than I do not have to re-sit for my exams. Bodohnya, as if he knows that I am going to fail and my brains should just burst so I don't have to re-sit. Psycho, you should whack him for me!!! Fever fever, go away... Come again another day, I don't have time for you right now. Hahaha
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Post-Exam BOREDOM!!!
When studying, I have always been thinking of holidays. Now, I am having my 4months holiday. Yeah, it sounds like paradise... But up to today, after days of boredom, I just realised that I have stopped going to college for just 8days. 8DAYS!!! and I am feeling sooooooo bored at home. I did meet my friends, on the first two days of holidays but the remaining 6days were just dull!!!
Felt great when exams were over, but at the same time worrying for the results. Hope that it would turn out well. After criminal law paper, KJ and I decided to go for a movie. However, See Wan called me right after my exams, and told me that she is in Help. She wants to see me, and I have to be a tour guide. So yeah, I did... It was a short tour, but main point is I get to meet up with her. Then we took a bus over to main campus to meet up with KJ.
Three of us went over to Mid Valley right after that. Throughout that whole journey, KJ, as usual... teased me!!! and See Wan talked to him about football. The glory of Man-U. Both KJ and I were feeling super hungry and KJ said he wanted to eat ramen. See Wan introduced to us a shop, OH SUSHI which was claimed to be famous for their ramen. I bet KJ agrees with me that that was the worst ramen we have ever tasted. Lolz. After eating, we loitered around until See Wan decided to go home. So, both KJ and I decided to watch a movie. We chose Iron Man, though we watched it before. I agree with him, Robert Downey Jr looks cool, especially the part where he said "Jericho". The day did not end without a funny incident. Both KJ and I learned a new language. Haha... He knows what I meant. Gosh, that day was really embarassing. I have never experienced that before. Thank God, nobody that we knew saw us.
So here I am, sitting down right in front of the computer typing this entry while feeling super boredddd... Decided to look for jobs to past my free time while earning moneyyy. Why I need money? Coz so many of my friends are leaving, so many friends' birthdays fall within these 2months. So I am officially broke! Planning to do internship but the pay is... Argh, never mind. I will see what I can get. Hope I do get a job!!!
Felt great when exams were over, but at the same time worrying for the results. Hope that it would turn out well. After criminal law paper, KJ and I decided to go for a movie. However, See Wan called me right after my exams, and told me that she is in Help. She wants to see me, and I have to be a tour guide. So yeah, I did... It was a short tour, but main point is I get to meet up with her. Then we took a bus over to main campus to meet up with KJ.
Three of us went over to Mid Valley right after that. Throughout that whole journey, KJ, as usual... teased me!!! and See Wan talked to him about football. The glory of Man-U. Both KJ and I were feeling super hungry and KJ said he wanted to eat ramen. See Wan introduced to us a shop, OH SUSHI which was claimed to be famous for their ramen. I bet KJ agrees with me that that was the worst ramen we have ever tasted. Lolz. After eating, we loitered around until See Wan decided to go home. So, both KJ and I decided to watch a movie. We chose Iron Man, though we watched it before. I agree with him, Robert Downey Jr looks cool, especially the part where he said "Jericho". The day did not end without a funny incident. Both KJ and I learned a new language. Haha... He knows what I meant. Gosh, that day was really embarassing. I have never experienced that before. Thank God, nobody that we knew saw us.
So here I am, sitting down right in front of the computer typing this entry while feeling super boredddd... Decided to look for jobs to past my free time while earning moneyyy. Why I need money? Coz so many of my friends are leaving, so many friends' birthdays fall within these 2months. So I am officially broke! Planning to do internship but the pay is... Argh, never mind. I will see what I can get. Hope I do get a job!!!
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Pre - Exam Stress???
Exam is in 3days time. At this point of time, I should be prepared for the exams. However, I am feeling very very stress. This type of stress is something in which I have never ever felt before. I don't think I am prepared for the exams. I can't study right now. I don't know why. Something is wrong but I can't tell what it is. I did think of deferring my exams, but mum, who still does not know how I am feeling, mentioned that I should give it a try.
I don't get it, why am I feeling like this right now? Why, throughtout my years of studying, I have not felt that way before? I always think that it is ridiculous for some people to say that we, as girls should just get married and problems would be solved. Must be living in fairy tale though. Up to this point, I still don't agree with that statement made by some people. However, everyone have their own dream - mentioned by the person who have that dream, you know who you are. But, I am feeling so stress until I could not study. I am in need of help! But who would help me??? Nobody could, except for myself. But how do I overcome this??? I did discussed about this to Jamie and PP. So, I guess they know what is going on with me but can't help me either. Maybe the fact that exam is in 3days triggered this feeling of mine. Nevertheless, I should and will not give up. I've got to finish what I have started. I shall finish this race no matter how. Krystle, be confident in yourself and GOD will do the rest. HAVE FAITH!!!
Both PP and Jamie had been really helpful. I was discussing this same issue with PP thru msn. And this is what she said:
CLPP says:
but u calm down 1st
CLPP says:
think positive
CLPP says:
must be positive de when u walk into exam hall
CLPP says:
confidently write ur answer or watever den can liao
CLPP says:
every q must stop at 30 to 45 min liao
CLPP says:
dun care whether u reach conclusion onot
CLPP says:
is a must!
CLPP says:
dun waste time liao
CLPP says:
aiya
CLPP says:
worst to worst
CLPP says:
if really fail u mai take at august lo
As for Jamie, she told me this: " Don't give up now. Just take today off for a while. Be positive and you should not be thinking about the outcome. Just give it your best shot."
Now, someone tell me a reason why I should not love them.
I don't get it, why am I feeling like this right now? Why, throughtout my years of studying, I have not felt that way before? I always think that it is ridiculous for some people to say that we, as girls should just get married and problems would be solved. Must be living in fairy tale though. Up to this point, I still don't agree with that statement made by some people. However, everyone have their own dream - mentioned by the person who have that dream, you know who you are. But, I am feeling so stress until I could not study. I am in need of help! But who would help me??? Nobody could, except for myself. But how do I overcome this??? I did discussed about this to Jamie and PP. So, I guess they know what is going on with me but can't help me either. Maybe the fact that exam is in 3days triggered this feeling of mine. Nevertheless, I should and will not give up. I've got to finish what I have started. I shall finish this race no matter how. Krystle, be confident in yourself and GOD will do the rest. HAVE FAITH!!!
Both PP and Jamie had been really helpful. I was discussing this same issue with PP thru msn. And this is what she said:
CLPP says:
but u calm down 1st
CLPP says:
think positive
CLPP says:
must be positive de when u walk into exam hall
CLPP says:
confidently write ur answer or watever den can liao
CLPP says:
every q must stop at 30 to 45 min liao
CLPP says:
dun care whether u reach conclusion onot
CLPP says:
is a must!
CLPP says:
dun waste time liao
CLPP says:
aiya
CLPP says:
worst to worst
CLPP says:
if really fail u mai take at august lo
As for Jamie, she told me this: " Don't give up now. Just take today off for a while. Be positive and you should not be thinking about the outcome. Just give it your best shot."
Now, someone tell me a reason why I should not love them.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Grow Up!!!
Exam is in two weeks time! Gosh, I am feeling so nervous about it. Interesting things have been going on lately. Of course it include happy, sad, annoying and most of all, shocking! I just don't get it. Since exam is in 2 weeks time, why some people rather spend their time creating scenes than studying?
I just don't get it when people who would jeopardise studies over something. Why would you want to do that? Besides, you drag other people into the picture. You make things worse and tiring. Are you really happy? I am really interested to know, what have you achieved by doing so? I always thought that you were someone who could think sanely,rationally. It turns out that you're not that sane either. So, never ever judge a book by its cover. Most of us are unhappy to see that you, being our friend, putting yourself into this situation. We are all worried and at the same time mad at you.
How would happiness exist if it is obtained by way of threatening??? Where is the logic in this case? I am disappointed because you actually drag someone whom you are close with into the picture. Your feeling of being insecure or perhaps intimidated have affected people around you. A person whom is suppose to be your good friend are even afraid and has nothing more to say to you. I just hope that you would face this situation as an adult and rationally. For now, you are just being selfish. And when I say you are, I mean it! I hope at some point of time, you will gain your senses back and start thinking properly. Be mindful that whatever you do or say, you are affecting someone. So grow up!!!
Enough of that... Met up with Joey and Jenny recently. I am overjoyed when Jen told me that she will be studying psychology in the same college. Not forgetting, Joey too!!! My darling will finally be with me. Muahaha. That sounds weird, I know. Hope my dear would not get jealous. Would you, Rachel??? Haha. Rachel is having a huge problem. She does not know where to study. I spoke to her for a few times over the phone but that problem is always there. Up to now, she still hasn't make up her mind. Rachel, the month May is coming soon. Shouldn't you be doing something about it??? And you are getting old in a 3days time! You have actually reached the second decade of your life. I need to say sorry in advance for not being able to attend your birthday celebration. Hope you would understand why. If you don't, not fit to be my dear!!! Hahaha.
I just don't get it when people who would jeopardise studies over something. Why would you want to do that? Besides, you drag other people into the picture. You make things worse and tiring. Are you really happy? I am really interested to know, what have you achieved by doing so? I always thought that you were someone who could think sanely,rationally. It turns out that you're not that sane either. So, never ever judge a book by its cover. Most of us are unhappy to see that you, being our friend, putting yourself into this situation. We are all worried and at the same time mad at you.
How would happiness exist if it is obtained by way of threatening??? Where is the logic in this case? I am disappointed because you actually drag someone whom you are close with into the picture. Your feeling of being insecure or perhaps intimidated have affected people around you. A person whom is suppose to be your good friend are even afraid and has nothing more to say to you. I just hope that you would face this situation as an adult and rationally. For now, you are just being selfish. And when I say you are, I mean it! I hope at some point of time, you will gain your senses back and start thinking properly. Be mindful that whatever you do or say, you are affecting someone. So grow up!!!
Enough of that... Met up with Joey and Jenny recently. I am overjoyed when Jen told me that she will be studying psychology in the same college. Not forgetting, Joey too!!! My darling will finally be with me. Muahaha. That sounds weird, I know. Hope my dear would not get jealous. Would you, Rachel??? Haha. Rachel is having a huge problem. She does not know where to study. I spoke to her for a few times over the phone but that problem is always there. Up to now, she still hasn't make up her mind. Rachel, the month May is coming soon. Shouldn't you be doing something about it??? And you are getting old in a 3days time! You have actually reached the second decade of your life. I need to say sorry in advance for not being able to attend your birthday celebration. Hope you would understand why. If you don't, not fit to be my dear!!! Hahaha.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
The Look In Your Eyes
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Deep Thoughts
Last month, despite with the busy schedules, we finally went down to Malacca. We used to go there every year to enjoy the holidays as well as shopping for our school uniforms. This time, we went down to attend my cousin's wedding dinner. Originally, the wedding dinner was supposed to be in Sydney, Australia. Yeah, a great chance for me to visit Sydney. Sadly, it is not a holiday so many of us could not attend. So, my cousin decided to have another dinner in Malacca, only close family members were invited so that he could introduce his wife, a Australian-Vietnamese to all of us. The venue for the dinner was Good New World Restaurant in Melaka Raya. I read several reviews that the food in that restaurant were deemed to be delicious. However, I would grade the food at an acceptable level. Nothing more. Like the saying goes "One man's meat is another man's poison". I did not enjoy the food but I did enjoy that night. I met my cousins and nephews. I have two nephews, one who is very friendly and the other who cries whenever he meets people who are strangers to him. Despite that, both share the same intelligence. They called me "Jie Jie". *giggles* Aren't they cute and smart???
The moment I got back from Malacca, I had assessment that week itself. The journey to college was unforgettable for me. I wore high heels because we were required to wear formal. As I was descending the flight of stairs in Avenue K, the sole of my shoes came off without me noticing. I guess the next event need not need to be said. Yeah, I FELL!!! Thank GOD there were not many people at the train station or else, I really do not know where to hide my face. Dad came to the rescue after I gave him a call. He bought super glue and fixed my shoes for me. Eventually, he was late for work. Thanks DAD!!! I shall not mention the injuries which were inflicted... I guess when Panda reads this, she would be laughing out loud. That is because I always laugh at her for falling regardless of any types of shoes she wears.
Valentines day was just two days ago. As usual, no celebrations for me... Nothing much to be said about it. This week itself was really interesting. On Tuesday itself, I kept on bumping into the same person no matter where I go. Lots of funny things happened that day. It reminds me of that my life is not boring to that extent. I should feel contented and always accept whatever that happens! On the very same day, I got stucked at the Bangsar train station for GOD knows how long. It seems that there was some problems going on at the Ampang Park station. I met Kenny there and I should have listened to him and get a cab with him since we were heading to the same direction. Yeah, I did not listen resulting in me reaching KLCC only 3 hours later!!! However, I met the person I bumped into earlier that day. So, I guess I am lucky enough being able to bump into that person again which resulted me not being alone and bored!!!
I managed to chat with Siew Peng not long ago. I am so glad to have a friend like her, always feeling contented no matter what happens. This time, I had a really long chat with her. I am not too certain how to describe her. Personally, I feel that words are not enough to describe her. She seems to know how I feel without me telling her. Note that we have not seen each other for a really long time too. I must say I miss her. I miss those days where she would tell me everything and I would tell her mine too. I have to say she seems to be understanding me a lot, deep down inside me. She did mention that I could find her whenever I wanted to and whenever I am sad or down. After our long conversation, she wrote something in which I did not expect her to. She said:
"However, I know that when you are sad or facing any problems, you will never tell us"
That is why I said that she seems to understand me a lot even though the number of years of our friendship are not long. I am feeling so blessed to have so many great friends with me. For that, I am contented.
Quote : Good friends are just like stars. You don't always see them, but you know they are always there
The moment I got back from Malacca, I had assessment that week itself. The journey to college was unforgettable for me. I wore high heels because we were required to wear formal. As I was descending the flight of stairs in Avenue K, the sole of my shoes came off without me noticing. I guess the next event need not need to be said. Yeah, I FELL!!! Thank GOD there were not many people at the train station or else, I really do not know where to hide my face. Dad came to the rescue after I gave him a call. He bought super glue and fixed my shoes for me. Eventually, he was late for work. Thanks DAD!!! I shall not mention the injuries which were inflicted... I guess when Panda reads this, she would be laughing out loud. That is because I always laugh at her for falling regardless of any types of shoes she wears.
Valentines day was just two days ago. As usual, no celebrations for me... Nothing much to be said about it. This week itself was really interesting. On Tuesday itself, I kept on bumping into the same person no matter where I go. Lots of funny things happened that day. It reminds me of that my life is not boring to that extent. I should feel contented and always accept whatever that happens! On the very same day, I got stucked at the Bangsar train station for GOD knows how long. It seems that there was some problems going on at the Ampang Park station. I met Kenny there and I should have listened to him and get a cab with him since we were heading to the same direction. Yeah, I did not listen resulting in me reaching KLCC only 3 hours later!!! However, I met the person I bumped into earlier that day. So, I guess I am lucky enough being able to bump into that person again which resulted me not being alone and bored!!!
I managed to chat with Siew Peng not long ago. I am so glad to have a friend like her, always feeling contented no matter what happens. This time, I had a really long chat with her. I am not too certain how to describe her. Personally, I feel that words are not enough to describe her. She seems to know how I feel without me telling her. Note that we have not seen each other for a really long time too. I must say I miss her. I miss those days where she would tell me everything and I would tell her mine too. I have to say she seems to be understanding me a lot, deep down inside me. She did mention that I could find her whenever I wanted to and whenever I am sad or down. After our long conversation, she wrote something in which I did not expect her to. She said:
"However, I know that when you are sad or facing any problems, you will never tell us"
That is why I said that she seems to understand me a lot even though the number of years of our friendship are not long. I am feeling so blessed to have so many great friends with me. For that, I am contented.
Quote : Good friends are just like stars. You don't always see them, but you know they are always there
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Boring Saturday
My Saturdays are quite boring lately. I wish for changes, desperately. After spending most of my weekends at home, I wish to change my routine a little. Perhaps not lots out outing, but I do need some of that once a while.
What makes this Saturday different from the others? This Saturday, my parents decided to make love letters. Yeah, the one we eat and crave for every Chinese New Year... It is better known as kuih kapit.
Looks tasty, don't they??? Minor contribution from me. Haha... I am still in the learning process though. So I hopeI get to contribute more next year. Next thing I did was to clean my room. After months of nagging from my parents, finally I cleaned my room. My room is not big, and I have not finished cleaning yet. That shows... I have toooo many things in my room. Wonder how long do I need to clean the entire room. I must not be lazy anymore!!! One thing I like about cleaning my room is, I get to pack all my old clothes and books and donate them. Whenever I do so, I just feel so thankful to have a family. I have my love ones, I get to go shopping unlike the orphans. They need it more than me. I feel bad though, having to give them my old clothes. Gosh, I wish I have tonnes of money!!! So that I can do something for them.
What makes this Saturday different from the others? This Saturday, my parents decided to make love letters. Yeah, the one we eat and crave for every Chinese New Year... It is better known as kuih kapit.
Looks tasty, don't they??? Minor contribution from me. Haha... I am still in the learning process though. So I hopeI get to contribute more next year. Next thing I did was to clean my room. After months of nagging from my parents, finally I cleaned my room. My room is not big, and I have not finished cleaning yet. That shows... I have toooo many things in my room. Wonder how long do I need to clean the entire room. I must not be lazy anymore!!! One thing I like about cleaning my room is, I get to pack all my old clothes and books and donate them. Whenever I do so, I just feel so thankful to have a family. I have my love ones, I get to go shopping unlike the orphans. They need it more than me. I feel bad though, having to give them my old clothes. Gosh, I wish I have tonnes of money!!! So that I can do something for them.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Sick Again
Finally, I am completely done with my assignments. Hence, more time for studies!!! I have not been studying lately plus with nagging from parents, I feel sooooo guilty. *slap* I wish that would work. Nono, I have to make it work!!!As I have mentioned earlier, things have been really interesting. Well, I have never ever thought that I would get to know a person just like that. Perhaps it is true that there is a first time for everything. I have got to admit that the end of last year seems to be great. I got to know so many good friends. Fun friends whom I love hanging out with. I am not comparing these new friends of mine with my other friends. They are all equally special to me. I just enjoy getting to know more and more people. Oh well, I just love companies!!! Though I would love to have some moment for myself.
Chinese New Year is round the corner. To be exact, in about 3 weeks time. I have not done any shopping yet... So I guess no new clothes for the new year even though I did "try" to go out for shopping. Last week's shopping was unsuccessful. I fell sick!!! Seems to me that I am easier to get sick lately. Immune system not functioning, perhaps. Wait, it has nothing to do with my immune system. ME!!! Parents have been nagging about my sleeping hours and it is turning into a habit. Daddy has been complaining a lot... He said that due to my sleeping hours, I am sooooo weak lately. Actually, I am in the process of recovering. It has been one week!!! I am having flu, and a HUGE ulcer in my throat.
Basically when I talk, my left side of the throat and right side of the ear hurts. How sad. Then came the day when I could not talk. My voice... GONE!!! I still remember that meanie Allen actually laughed at me when I told him that I lost my voice. How cruel!!! Family and friends actually asked me to see a doctor. But I procrastinate, thinking that it would heal after all. After one week of struggle, I lost to my family and friends. I went to see a doctor, told him that I have a terrible cough and suspecting that I have an ulcer in my throat. Fine, he checked and confirmed that I have a huge ulcer. He said if it grew any lower, it would have totally affected my ear. Sigh, I am still having difficulty in breathing and talking. It is affecting me badly alright. Due to this, I could not go out with my friends. I guess Rachel, Alison and See Wan enjoyed shopping today!!! Besides that, I bet they are enjoying steamboat. My favourite!!! I must be OK!!!
Chinese New Year is round the corner. To be exact, in about 3 weeks time. I have not done any shopping yet... So I guess no new clothes for the new year even though I did "try" to go out for shopping. Last week's shopping was unsuccessful. I fell sick!!! Seems to me that I am easier to get sick lately. Immune system not functioning, perhaps. Wait, it has nothing to do with my immune system. ME!!! Parents have been nagging about my sleeping hours and it is turning into a habit. Daddy has been complaining a lot... He said that due to my sleeping hours, I am sooooo weak lately. Actually, I am in the process of recovering. It has been one week!!! I am having flu, and a HUGE ulcer in my throat.
Basically when I talk, my left side of the throat and right side of the ear hurts. How sad. Then came the day when I could not talk. My voice... GONE!!! I still remember that meanie Allen actually laughed at me when I told him that I lost my voice. How cruel!!! Family and friends actually asked me to see a doctor. But I procrastinate, thinking that it would heal after all. After one week of struggle, I lost to my family and friends. I went to see a doctor, told him that I have a terrible cough and suspecting that I have an ulcer in my throat. Fine, he checked and confirmed that I have a huge ulcer. He said if it grew any lower, it would have totally affected my ear. Sigh, I am still having difficulty in breathing and talking. It is affecting me badly alright. Due to this, I could not go out with my friends. I guess Rachel, Alison and See Wan enjoyed shopping today!!! Besides that, I bet they are enjoying steamboat. My favourite!!! I must be OK!!!
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Horrible Weather and People
ARGHHHH... My grandma once told me that when it is nearing the Chinese New Year, the weather is suppose to be sunny and windy. Thanks to the massive changes we have done to our Mother Earth, everything seems to be happening the opposite way. It rained and rained and rained... I wonder when would things be back to normal again!!!
At 2am, usually I would feel hot resulting me to rely the air-cond in my room. Today, I am glad that I did not need to use the air-cond because the weather is just cold. Wait,did I mention COLD??? NO!!! It is FREAKING COLDDDDDDD!!! I am shivering right now which is sooooooo not right. Even Rachel is sick right now. And she blames the weather!!! Rachel, get well soon. Or maybe you can call in sick so that you could get a day off since you have been telling me that your work sucks?
Despite feeling freaking cold, I am stuck with Consti assignment right now. Due date is Friday and I have not jotted any words down. I am so in need of something which would motivate me right now. I did the most stupid thing last week and can't help feeling scared, worried and depress over it. HOW CAN I BE SO CARELESS??? ARGH!!!
Went to shop for a dress for my cousin's wedding dinner yesterday. I managed to buy the color and type of dress I like but my mood was totally ruined. When I was trying some other clothes, one of the sales girl told me "Even the blind can see that you would not fit in this". She mentioned BLIND and SEE... I wonder, if the blind can see, then why are they called BLIND??? As usual, the same old me, I can't help but to give her a piece of my mind. Yeah, I actually told her that "the blind people can feel or touch or even smell except for seeing. So who are you to insult me. FYI, I came and tried this before with my mum and guess what, I FIT in this exact shirt!!!" She just treated as nothing happened and began recommending other type of clothes for me. With a displeasure, I stormed out of the shop and gave her an evil grin. I am angry because she could always phrase it in a better way. Besides, couldn't she use her brains?If blind can see then they are not BLIND!!! And where on earth are her manners??? So horrible!!!
There are so many things to be done right now. New Year shopping!!! That is a must!!! Starting to get dates for shopping now. Found my first "victim". I am so broke too... Pockets are VERY VERY DRY. Need money to shop but I am not working!!! Someone please sponsor me... The other thing to complete is LMS assignment. Due next week. Have to finish by Wednesday so that I can go out with my "victim". Oh ya, not forgetting lunch with that person whom I keep on apologising too. Great, I feel so bad right now. I NEED TO SPEED UP IN EVERYTHING I AM DOING!!! I want my normal life back!!!!
Quote: Don't give up!!! When there is a will, there is a way!!!
At 2am, usually I would feel hot resulting me to rely the air-cond in my room. Today, I am glad that I did not need to use the air-cond because the weather is just cold. Wait,did I mention COLD??? NO!!! It is FREAKING COLDDDDDDD!!! I am shivering right now which is sooooooo not right. Even Rachel is sick right now. And she blames the weather!!! Rachel, get well soon. Or maybe you can call in sick so that you could get a day off since you have been telling me that your work sucks?
Despite feeling freaking cold, I am stuck with Consti assignment right now. Due date is Friday and I have not jotted any words down. I am so in need of something which would motivate me right now. I did the most stupid thing last week and can't help feeling scared, worried and depress over it. HOW CAN I BE SO CARELESS??? ARGH!!!
Went to shop for a dress for my cousin's wedding dinner yesterday. I managed to buy the color and type of dress I like but my mood was totally ruined. When I was trying some other clothes, one of the sales girl told me "Even the blind can see that you would not fit in this". She mentioned BLIND and SEE... I wonder, if the blind can see, then why are they called BLIND??? As usual, the same old me, I can't help but to give her a piece of my mind. Yeah, I actually told her that "the blind people can feel or touch or even smell except for seeing. So who are you to insult me. FYI, I came and tried this before with my mum and guess what, I FIT in this exact shirt!!!" She just treated as nothing happened and began recommending other type of clothes for me. With a displeasure, I stormed out of the shop and gave her an evil grin. I am angry because she could always phrase it in a better way. Besides, couldn't she use her brains?If blind can see then they are not BLIND!!! And where on earth are her manners??? So horrible!!!
There are so many things to be done right now. New Year shopping!!! That is a must!!! Starting to get dates for shopping now. Found my first "victim". I am so broke too... Pockets are VERY VERY DRY. Need money to shop but I am not working!!! Someone please sponsor me... The other thing to complete is LMS assignment. Due next week. Have to finish by Wednesday so that I can go out with my "victim". Oh ya, not forgetting lunch with that person whom I keep on apologising too. Great, I feel so bad right now. I NEED TO SPEED UP IN EVERYTHING I AM DOING!!! I want my normal life back!!!!
Quote: Don't give up!!! When there is a will, there is a way!!!
Friday, January 04, 2008
What Is Going On With Me?
ARGHH~~~~~~ I am so tired. I do not know why but lately have been feeling very very tired though I did sleep. I am so in need of a massaging chair!!! Daddy, if you ever read this please get me a massaging chair!!!
Just handed in my assignments today and I handed in late. FREAK~~~ What is going on with me. Sigh, I have said once... I am feeling sooooooo tired. Perhaps I should stop becoming like an owl. I need to have my normal sleeping time again!!! The time I actually slept well was in Singapore.
Gosh, went there for 5 days and I walked veryyyyyy far every single day. Lucky me, my whole family and I manage to buy ourselves each a pair of sports shoes which were on the priority list. Poor mum and youngest brother's old sports shoes were torn on the very day we bought the new sport shoes. I guess it is meant to be spoilt. The old sport shoes are brand new though. No matter what shoes we get from BATA, it spoils fast and easily!!! I do not want to Buy my shoes, And Throw Away!!! Is there any other way for them to improve the quality of their shoes once again?
Recently, something happened. I am still unsure as to whether it is a good thing or not. Still speculating though. It happened in an odd way but nevertheless I guess that makes it interesting. It is still progressing but I hope in between there are no misunderstandings. Timing is really not right. Timetable clashes!!! I am so sorry for always being unable to attend the outings so far. If you are reading this, I am sincerely apologising for the wrong timings. I am not creating excuses not to go out with you. But I assure you that there would at least be once outing.
Just handed in my assignments today and I handed in late. FREAK~~~ What is going on with me. Sigh, I have said once... I am feeling sooooooo tired. Perhaps I should stop becoming like an owl. I need to have my normal sleeping time again!!! The time I actually slept well was in Singapore.
Gosh, went there for 5 days and I walked veryyyyyy far every single day. Lucky me, my whole family and I manage to buy ourselves each a pair of sports shoes which were on the priority list. Poor mum and youngest brother's old sports shoes were torn on the very day we bought the new sport shoes. I guess it is meant to be spoilt. The old sport shoes are brand new though. No matter what shoes we get from BATA, it spoils fast and easily!!! I do not want to Buy my shoes, And Throw Away!!! Is there any other way for them to improve the quality of their shoes once again?
Recently, something happened. I am still unsure as to whether it is a good thing or not. Still speculating though. It happened in an odd way but nevertheless I guess that makes it interesting. It is still progressing but I hope in between there are no misunderstandings. Timing is really not right. Timetable clashes!!! I am so sorry for always being unable to attend the outings so far. If you are reading this, I am sincerely apologising for the wrong timings. I am not creating excuses not to go out with you. But I assure you that there would at least be once outing.
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